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An Introduction to my fabulous and chaotic world!

My name is nichole my family and friends refer to me as princess :), nikki , and sparkles! 🌸 I wear glitter everything and nothing shines more then a beautiful array of sparkles and a heart full of gratitude and love! I love to shimmer and shine and light up the world esp now with my voice as I  speak and devote my words to the beautiful name of our savior, Jesus Christ! Where every head should bow and knee bend in the heavens, on earth and under the earth upon his sacred name!! ✝️🙏

Today i am at the young age of 50 okay so that’s middle age but 50 something in 2023 is young, hip, fulfilling, at times stressful and chaotic, but that is beautifully okay as everyday is a blessing! My kids are grown, and i am ready to experience a different side of life and devote more time to church ministries, nature, and family! Life is beautiful, although it comes with some obstacles, challenges, and times of struggles it is mostly and importantly  full of rewards. Put God first and everything, and i mean everything falls into place! Surrendering my life to God was the best thing i ever did as now i finally have full peace and tranquility, and with the healing God supplies out went anger, resentment and ambition, and greed In came love, calm, joy, simplicity, peace, forgiveness, and modesty! I wanted to delete a lot of my prior blog posts since my transformation some of my blog no longer is a mindset I seek nor value but I thought I better keep it to show the transformation surrendering your life to Jesus can take!

I Myself  back to school in my 30s to earn a degree in the medical field. After countless hours of studying with a school-age son and two toddlers, I became a certified medical assistant and worked in dermatology for over 8 years. I assisted in surgical procedures and met some wonderful patients. I can honestly say it is amazing how your patients become such a part of you and your life, they touch and embrace you daily, and it is a very rewarding career. Loving and leaving this career was a very hard decision, one which i had to make after a lot of thought, consideration, and circumstances that were out of my control. But more on that later. I have three beautiful children and three of the most precious grand babies! I am the oldest of 5 siblings.  One brother and 3 sisters, many wonderful nieces and nephews, Godchildren, and so many and i mean MANY extending family as of a Italian descent, there are so many cousins and second cousins i could write a page on just that. Two of my cousins are more than cousins in fact they are more like siblings and best friends ♥️ God has blessed me! GOD and Jesus  and the Holy Spirit have filled my heart and soul, and my Catholic  faith is EVERYTHING!! It is first and foremost, as well as my kids and grandkids! I also love the color pink, love pizza, fine red wine, sunflowers, and my dad. My biggest enjoyment that makes my weeks start off right is attending Sunday mass and being in GOD’S house! There i find my peace and solitude as well as my joy! In my spare time, i enjoy writing poetry and blogging. Writing has become one of the strongest passions i have ever had, especially now as I get to spread the word of Christ ✝️🙏

My oldest son is 27 he is not only successful but a strong, intelligent, and handsome man who also happens to be a wonderful father. This boy i raised has become this man. In the blink of an eye, i went from changing diapers to him attending college and graduating with honors and receiving his bachelor’s to become an investment banker. He now works for a large firm while he is raising a school-age son along with a preschool daughter and a newborn with the help of his fiancé Emily. Emily has been aeound for so long she is now a anothor daughter to me. My son is truly success at its finest. I am a proud mommy, to say the least!

My second son is 21. He is a wonderful, beautiful young man. He has had to work very hard to achieve his goals he had severe ADHD growing up, making things very challenging for not only him but the family. It was a long, hard road. ADHD shows no mercy! If i can say one thing with the heartbreak that ADHD can cause, my son was much more than ADHD . He was and still is charismatic and loving, and his goal is to own his own business he has thrifty knowledge on buying, selling, and trading, i forsee a luderative business in his future. He is also a self-taught guitar player, and that just blows me away his talent is unbelievable!!  He is very musically inclined both with instruments and writing as he can freely wing lyrics from the top of his head in an instant that flows so effortlessly! Talent!

Then there is my little pretty princess, my only daughter. She is an angel and only 19 living in florida working successfully in health and wellness as well as attending college! Her success is beyond her age as she is intelligent and wise above her years she went from sophomore year to senior passing over junior year with honors she works very hard to uphold a high GPA. My daughter is about success and academics. She is a beautiful blessing in every way, and I miss her terribly each and every day as we share a very close bond one that we both treasure immensely! Half of my heart is in another state!!

My grand babies are 7 and almost 5 as well as the beautiful new addition little Wyatt. ahh  let me say they are the epitome of perfection! My life is full of joy since God blessed me with being a mom-mom. I loved and adored my mom mom now I understand the love she had for her grandchildren! Mom-Mom and I where so close as she was another mother to me, and I share her name along with my mother and grandmother and great-grandmother and now down to my daughter ♥️

I  had a dog named Harley who just passed 10 months ago, and I miss him terribly. It’s heartbreaking!! I also have a tank full of aquatic life, fish, snails, and shrimp, and yes, they are my babies too, and yes, i talk to them as such!!❤️

My goal for this blog is to talk about God,  our Savior Jesus, salvation, and redemption, as well as how faith restored my peace and transformed my life. I will touch on love, divorce, career challenges, and kids with challenges, esp. but not limited to ADHD. Being 50,  a working mother and just holding up in today’s balancing act juggling all of the above. There are also many more topics, life experiences, some good, and some that will definitely intrigue you. This is my first time sharing my life. I hope to take you on this journey with me. Hang on tight and enjoy the ride. And I pray the world finds peace and love!! It’s starts with God!! ✝️🙏♥️

Discover the Real Song from the Angels

I wanted to post the English version of this song as I had said before this man named, Nikos had a vision in his dream one night where he saw and communicated with Jesus and the angels where singing this song so nikos wrote this song with tears in his eyes upon awaking and states this is what the angels sung and he knew he was supposed to share it with the world! When nikos sang it for the first time, people around him started to weep, some fell to their knees, others vomited and purged demons from their bodies. You must turn this up and play it in its entirety as I have played it more than a dozen times and could feel the power flowing through me with currents of electricity and tears! The first time I played it and maybe even into the second time it was so powerful, I felt a slight bit of nausea myself! I never tire of hearing it as it is the most profound way to glorify our savior sung by the angels themselves! 🙏 ✝️ I know in life people will question, not believe nor think these things happen well I can attest yes a sinner like me, like you, any of us can have these experiences if we tell Jesus we love him and truly mean it with total surrender and following the gospel. The reason I keep posting on here is that Jesus IS REAL, I can attest that it’s ALL REAL! I know I have felt the presence of God many times since my transformation it can be subtle or profound, but if you ask, HE WILL MANIFEST! And when hit with disbelief from others or shunned, or I am sure a topic of gossip, all I can say, is I REJOICE because I never had this unexplained peace and joy that is beyond human comprehension and my goal is to help others believe and find Jesus too!! If it happened to me, it can happen to you!!

I know the power of dreams, visions, and being fully awake and experiencing God’s presence! I plan on telling of the many encounters with God that i have been fortunate to experience, but it will take some downtime for me away from work to dive into this the way it deserves to be written. But before I end this, let me share a tad bit! When I made the decision to find God again I went to confession first and in the confessional I felt a overwhelming pain upon releasing my sins to the point I wept uncontrollably and when I left it took a few days to feel relief! I knew it would be a journey and wouldn’t happen over night so in the beginning as I was transforming I was in a very light dream one night and I don’t want to say slightly conscious but I definitely was not in REM sleep. Anyway,  for a split second, i witnessed my own sins visually and was told to shut up, I was told to, and I remember it loudly,” Shut up, Nichole!” As I heard this I was lying in my actual room, in my actual bed and I started to hear the hissing of a snake, it gives me chills as it did when I heard it, I promise it’s something you never want to hear! So out of the cornor of my right eye, a large black wing creature was spreading out his wings in slow motion and, at the same time, was arising on my side of the bed slowly! Immediately, i sat straight up. It must have been God who woke me as I’d be a tad concerned of that black wing creature and I engaging any further. When i sat up, i was very alarmed and fully awake and fully aware of what I just experienced! I knew at that moment the devil himself was taunting me in spiritual warfare this was in the beginning of my transformation. Now, I did talk to my priest briefly, who was in agreement that spiritual warfare was what I experienced because the devil will try to keep his reigns on you by using whatever methods he can. Now fast forwarding to months and months later as right before Christmas eve I had another spiritual encounter but a beautiful blessed one that i will forever remember and still makes me smile and burst with joy when i think about it which happens to be daily! This very beautiful profound experience was months after confessioning, total surrendering, and spending everyday glorifying God and Jesus, not missing mass and making prayer an everyday day thing almost an every moment thing as I listen daily to christian rock and try to pray the rosary but mostly I made lifestyle changes and committed my life to serving and living accordingly to God’s word! I use to think about Jesus a lot, but now it’s all day every day and basically every moment. As these months went on, I began to understand the bible in ways I never did they where no longer mere words. I understand the gospel each mass as if God is profoundly speaking directly to me, and in all honesty, he was! In December I was fully awake at approximately 3 am and for 20 minutes or so I was speaking to Jesus with full intention and a heart so full of love for him I could feel it bursting and overflowing with a yearning to see and hug him. Now, I always felt this way but not to the point of tears and not in total surrender. See to totally surrender to God your putting your life, meaning every aspect into his hands and letting him lead. Your giving God complete control of your life and path and also not valuing pride, or money, or possessions as they are not of walking totally in the light nor are they part of surrendering yourself to his will for your life! I also talk a lot to Jesus at these times when I wake but however this one particular night, as I stated alove the  yearning to tell Jesus how much I loved him and how much I would love to hug him was the beginning of receiving the most precious gift the, “Holy Spirit!” I have learned that to totally receive the Holy Spirit, you must be reborn again, reborn in Christ.Which again, as I mentioned above , is total surrender acknowledging thay he is the son of God, that he did die on the cross and he did rise again also loving him by following his commandments! For Jesus said, my sheep hear me and I know there name! In short, I have learned that being Christian isn’t just by saying that you love God or going to church. Many Christians do this, but they live in sin and they don’t follow the commandments i know i was one of them! And many of us are full of pride and gossip and  value money and possessions more than God! I have learned, and as the word of God says, you can not serve two masters God and money. So surrendering means devaluing all of the above! Anyway, getting back to that night as I stated above, while lying there, fully awake about 20 minutes into expressing my love for Jesus. I remember feeling a weight upon my chest, pressing me down, so I couldn’t move, and at the same time, I felt electricity flowing through my body from my head to my toes. It wasn’t scary, just very overwhelming. At the same time, I could not open my eyes. It was as if they were fluttering, fluttering at a very fast speed. I had lost total control of my body but in the best way possible. It only lasted about 30 seconds.  With a bit of taking my breath away, the power i mean the beautiful heavenly power I knew immediately what had happened.There was no fear there was breathtaking awe and gratitude. I had gotten what I asked for I had gotten to hug Jesus. I got to feel the presence of God.And they  gifted me with the Holy Spirit! Since this experience, I have forgiven in ways I thought would never be possible, I have humility beyond my own comprehension, I no longer worry about money, pride, possessions such as house or cars, I don’t engage in gossip, I have compassion and gratitude, and when storms in life arise I no longer drown in them I glide over the waves no matter how many come. Sins of the flesh are a thing of the past. People don’t realize what sins of the flesh actually are. They are not mere adultery, they are lust, pornography, fornication, idolatry, selfish ambitions, hatred and so on…I never knew that pride was a sin! I do now and I know the seriousness of it! I use to have pride. However, the closer I got to God, pride was a mere thing of the past that I can no longer relate to.

I will end with this for those who personally know me and others who have followed me for years on this blog (like Nikos) you have nothing to lose by believing in these testimonies and everything to gain, so if your touched by Nikos song or by my experience start searching for Jesus whether its for the first time or again! It will save your soul, and will bring to you profound peace and salvation!!

I will touch more on my journey as I can, but life is so beautiful to me with these new set of eyes! The things I value now are nothing of the past! I’d rather work less, have less, and live life to the fullest!! I never want to work my life away, I never want a million dollar home, I want nature, the love of those in my life that surrounds me, all the precious moments I experience now and my precious time adoring where my heart is drawn to Jesus my lord and savior!!

This will move you! Very powerful 🙏✝️

The story line is the video below and the top is the English version! It was as powerful as they stated I was moved to tears and felt a bit nauseous it will move your insides when you hear the power of God! Advice sit down when playing it, make sure you have it turned up. I had one ear bud in and i could feel it through my whole body! I felt my heart pounding extremely powerful 🙏✝️

BE READY TO FEEL THE POWER OF GOD! Even if your skeptical it was very very powerful like they said it would be listen for yourself and never doubt the power of God and Jesus and The Holy Spirit 🙏✝️

Padre Pio Received This Message From Jesus Right Before He Died

My favorite saint, “Padro Pio” whom interacted with Jesus and bore the stimagata for 50 years as a sign to the world of the existence of Jesus and his crucifixion! This most beloved saint passed in 1968, but his story is absolutely incredible, and with the other fathers that lived amoung padro pio, their story tells of proof of Jesus and his passion to help save us!! ❤️ I love this saint so much I went to his shrine with ron and bought his actual statue and it is in our 🏡 along with the rosary in his hand that touched his relic of the stigmata on a cloth that bore the wounds of the crucifixion ✝️
This video is very informative and interesting as this beautiful saint only passed in 1968!

NASA AND THE CRUCIFIXION OF JESUS!

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NASA is not a religious site and this women as well as my son who sent this to me did a fact check! I don’t need proof as I HAVE ALWAYS BELIEVED! However, with NASA not being a quote on quote religious site I hope to maybe make someone out there think whom questions their faith or doesn’t believe all together! Fact check it yourself! Christ was born, he in fact healed people , he in fact was crucified and rose again! HE IS THE TRUTH, THE WAY, AND THE LIFE, WHOM EVER BELIEVES IN HIM WILL HAVE ETERNAL LIFE ✝️

I hope to write a blog post soon on my encounters with Jesus in the upcoming months from my own personal experiences through my life, starting at age 5! Remember he came here to save sinners and he has saved me!! ✝️😍

Happy Holy Saturday ✝️

Happy Holy Saturday ✝️
Made my famous Mac and cheese for tomorrow to bring to my son’s for Easter! 🐣 Since this is a first that I don’t have to make the whole dinner feast, I still had the request of my famous Mac and cheese! As I cooked this early this morning 🌄 I felt such joy and peace! ❤️
My thoughts today are focusing on precious moments that God has given me, with inflation and everything increasing  on a daily basis its very hard today to focus on moments for everyone, the world today is more self and me, and sadly without gratitude! While most are trying to survive, prayer and finding Jesus, making him your sole focus is of  utmost importance as it will ground you and strengthen you! For me since finding Jesus again my focus went from wealth to humility 🙏 and he replaced stress that i had in my life for many, many years from poor choices and decisions also unfortunate circumstances to joy and understanding, patience and gratitude! Something I hadn’t been able to do for quite some time,  because like everyone else, i was walking in the wordly fashion state of mind, mostly due to trauma i had endured during my lifetime! Some of us get thrown a lot of lemons in our life, and we can choose to remain sour or make lemonade! Today, so many focus on houses, cars, possessions, as for me the world can have all that, I dance in this joy I have been given, and there is not one house nor car nor a million dollars that could ever replace this peace and joy!! Sometimes, we work so hard for things that are of this world that we do not see what’s most important, and THAT’S JESUS!

THE 𝐌𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐍𝐓 They Realized They Killed The Son of God | The Passion Of The…

This is a very sad day for Catholics and Christians ✝️ 😢 Thank you, Jesus, for all you have done for us who are unworthy of your sacrifice! The pain you endure is so  inhumane and beyond comprehension, yet the world still does not worship or believe! I pray that one day all will seek you, because in the end, just like when you were crucified, ALL WILL COME TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE THE SON OF GOD!!

The Bible PREVIEW — The Last Supper

I AM THE WAY, THE TRUTH AMD THE LIFE! NOONE COMES THROUGH TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH ME! John 14:6

I am so looking forward to mass today, Happy Holy Thursday!

Jesus is the way, THERE IS NO OTHER WAY TO GOD BUT THROUGH HIM AND BELIEVING HE IS THE SON OF GOD WHOM WAS CRUCIFIED AND DIED FOR OUR SINS AND THEN WAS RESURRECTED ON THE THIRD DAY AND THEN DESCENDED INTO HELL TO SHOW HE HAD RISEN AND THEN ACCENDED INTO HEAVEN TO SIT AT THE RIGHT HAND OF THE FATHER!

Hosanna Palm Sunday Worship Intro

Today starts Holy Week which is the most beautiful yet sad week for Catholics and Christians ✝️  The ONE TRUE KING OUR MESSIAH will be condemn to death, crucified, and rise again on the third day as he has not only fulfilled the scriptures but also has saved us whom believe from damnantion!! Thank you Jesus for unconditional love and all that you did for us whom are not worthy of your mercy!! Behold the king! We love you Jesus and worship your HOLY NAME!! 🙏✝️❤️ Happy Palm Sunday!!

Happy Sunday ✝️

At mass today, it was another reiteration of what I have been learning for months now about growing closer to Jesus! So many times we claim to love Christ but as the deacon put it today to be of Christ is not to be of, “SELF”!  Self is many things as I have noted before, it’ Pride! It’s worldly, its grudges, unforgivinness! The world is about the almighty dollar instead of the ALMIGHTY GOD! As the deacon put it, diplomas, achievements, big houses and fancy cars mean it’s about self when you totally shift your focus on these and only these and do not surrender or give everything to God and others! We can drown in possessions, money in the bank, drown in our own grudges and hostility, but all that does is damage the soul and union with God! I had pride at one time, mainly the result of an situations I was in from childhood to a marriage that was mentally and emotionally abusive situations like these teach us the worlds way not God’s way! I had so much pride that it came between God and I and the gentleness of my heart was somewhat harden, years of trama can do that! In that trauma you feel the need to explain yourself or surround yourself with many people which only creates more trauma. It’s a vicious cycle of insanity! When I chose one day to turn to God and surrender all the years of pain, anguish, and constant uncertainty, every twinge of all the above disappeared and the more I surrendered the more peace was bestowed on me! See, I gave it to God and he removed all the anger, bitterness and hostility from all the wrongs that happened to me and then after all the years I suffered in these emotions poof they were gone instantly! The more I focus on God the more I distanced myself from money, possessions and all there empty promises! I shift my focus on inner peace with Christ and his joy and calm that far outweighs any car or house! I also enjoy the peace in my heart instead of all the animosity it once held! It’s sad that family or significant others or siblings or friends would much rather drown in their own anger and unforgivness and let it cause them distress and mental anguish then release it and find inner solace! It is also sad to work 80 hrs a week for things that in a poof can be gone when we can be taken at any moment! To think we work so hard for these monetary things and wealth and achievements day and night, missing out on nature and family and mostly God! Drowning ourselves in our own selfishness and pride. I have come to learn that once you give yourself to God all you want is his presence and there is nothing in this world that will distract you ever again from him! Self is a non union with God! It’s also selfish and silly! I’d much rather give, be grateful, surrender and pray and live and love freely drowing in God’s peace and serenity! I have never been happier then I am now, even in moments of chaos, the life I live is so fulfilling and loving and calm no matter what I face it’s always peaceful and I thank my Heavenly father for his forgiveness, his generosity and compassion for granting me a chance to change my heart and open my eyes to what matters and how to grow closer and in union with him!! God is amazing, Jesus is the way, and the Holy Spirit is the most powerful guide! 🙏 Amen!