Loving everything that sparkles, is glitzified and shines in a reality type of life!
Hi my name is nikki my nickname is sparkles. I am a glitzy fun loving mother of three wonderful children and a glammy mom-mom to two beautiful grandbabies. My life and heart are full! My daddy is still my world! My education is a certified medical assistant and i love the color pink my favorite holidays are halloween, 4th of july, christmas. I love God and life! These are the hardest years and the best years i just want to live life to the fullest! :)
In life it is most important to stop the chatter of misunderstood voices…honesty is a rare commodity something most people lack! Right wrong or indifferent i pride myself on being completely honest even at the stake of falling down..
People can take a lot away from you in life but they can’t take away your soul! Having a good heart and a pure soul is the golden ticket in life…
I do wonder sometimes if we truly have complete control over our own lives or do we roll with the punches too much..we are so quick to please sometimes that we loose ourselves our dreams our hearts in the shuffle..
Pondering today where I got lost in the shuffle! 🤔
I am coming to learn that unless you are a writer or a musician or an artist you can’t quite understand sensuality or passion or that words and lyrics are the very core of your being…that you are always in a heightened sense of awareness of all feelings and emotions..
Keeping things classy and tasteful not trashy are of utmost importance..
However, also recognizing that because you place emphasis on passion that you are not writing pornography. You are really writing the very essence of sexuality that all humans think and feel but are afraid to discuss, admit or touch upon as if it is something to fear or feel disgraced upon..we all are and can be very passionate sexual beings …the ones mortified are the ones afraid of getting in touch with the feelings they feel burning inside there bodies ..
Look at Maddonna one of the greatest artists of all times proving once again why she one of the most recognized artists of all times! She is artistic and expressive …unafraid… to me this beautiful!
This song is one of my favorites by her but probably offends most! While I pride myself on decency and am tasteful, classy, passionate in my writing I do hold with it truth and acknowledgment of the fire that burns in all of us! I am unafraid!!
So my opinion is live life expressing yourself…keep yourself honest and kind and classy never be trashy or cruel ..but don’t hinder the very core being you are ..live your life for you not anyone else! Stay true to yourself and those whom should be in your life will be in your life and those who can’t understand you or are intimated by you well that’s there problem …just be you!
And one other thing that may be slightly off topic but holds weight…I always believe in passion, love, and fate ♥ when you doubt these things even during trying times you only short yourself! And stop yourself from being where you where written to be! You may even short someone else 😉 just saying …
Kissing is the exchange of heart and soul ❤
The softness of tongues touching
The soul blissfully engulfed
A kiss without passion
Is a crime
And only those who lack passion
Face this terrible fate
Locked in a cell
Of lost pleasure
Unbeknownst to the source
Denied desires of the flesh
Lacking a painful existence
Existing in a state of non arouseal
Where the body has no source of fulfillment
The heart no nourishment
And joy never presenting itself to the very core of one’s soul
The pain in his eyes showed
The glow and sparkle diminished
Caught between his past and present
Knowing he craved her attention
Wanting to explore her even more
But not knowing how to let go of the chains that bind him
His brain in a haze
By her magic
The lust in her eyes
Was no disguise
The inferno between them
Could she untangle him from this dark web of lies
That he had bound himself too
Guilt and remorse weighing upon the chains
Will she kiss him goodbye
One last time
Leaving her scent upon his collar
That will haunt him forever
Tragically in regret
This thought just came to me literally 5 minutes ago while I looked at the beautiful sunshine this morning…writing it here first ..😊 A pretty moments thought brought me to this!
Summer is almost here
Waves crashing Foamy Your beer in hand While we walk together in the soft sea sand Summer songs 🎵 All night long Under the pale moonlight Kissing under the stars Losing ourselves Finding out just who we are We sing and sway To the very beat of our bodies In unison Waking to the early morning dew Sipping our black coffee Baby, I am ready for this With you Summer is almost here 💋