An Introduction to my fabulous and chaotic world!

My name is nichole my family and friends refer to me as princess :), nikki , and sparkles! 🌸 I wear glitter everything and nothing shines more then a beautiful array of sparkles..I love to shimmer and shine and light up the world!!💋 Now who wouldn’t want a little sparkle in there life 💖 I also have been called recently, Angel and The Italian princess as well as Jersey!!

Today i am at the young age of 49 okay so that’s middle age but 40 something in 2020 is young, hip, fulfilling, stressful and chaotic, but that,s okay everyday is a blessing! My kids are grown and i am ready to have some fun!! Life is beautiful although it comes with many obstacles, challenges, and immense struggles but mostly and importantly life is full of rewards. Myself i went back to school in my 30’s to earn a degree in the medical field. After countless hours of studying with a school age son and two toddlers I became a certified medical assistant and worked in dermatology for over 8 years. I assisted in surgical procedures and met some wonderful patients. I can honestly say it is amazing how your patients become such a part of you and your life, they touch and embrace you daily it is a very rewarding career. Loving and leaving this career was a very hard decision one which i had to make after a lot of thought, consideration, and circumstances that were out of my control. But more on that later. I have three beautiful children and three of the most precious grand babies! I’am the oldest of 5 siblings. Some of which make life so much better and are there if i need them and likewise. One brother and 3 sisters, many wonderful nieces and nephews, Godchildren, and so many and i mean MANY extending family as of a Italian descent, there are so many cousins and second cousins i could write a page on just that. God has blessed me. I also love the color pink, love pizza, fine red wine, sunflowers and my dad. In my spare time i enjoy writing poetry and blogging. Writing has become one of the strongest passions i have ever had!

My Oldest son is 26 he is not only successful but strong, intelligent, and a handsome man who also happens to be a wonderful father. This boy i raised has became this man. In the blink of a eye i went from changing diapers to him receiving his bachelor’s to become a investment banker. Obtaining a job straight out of college with a huge firm..At this time he is raising a school age son along with a preschool daughter and a newborn with the help of his girlfriend Emily. My son is truly success at its finest. I am a proud mommy to say the least!

My second son is almost 20. He is a wonderful, beautiful young man. He has had to work very hard to achieve his goals he has severe ADHD making things very challenging for not only him but the family. It has been a long hard road and one we are still riding. ADHD shows no mercy thus one of the reasons i left my career. More on that later as well. If i can say one thing with the heartbreak that ADHD can cause my son is much more then ADHD . He is charismatic and loving and his goal is to own his own business he has thrifty knowledge on buying, selling, trading, i forsee a luderative business in his future. He is also a self taught guitar player and that just blows me away his talent is unbelievable. And let it be known when he smiles and is happy it fulfills my heart.

Then there is my little pretty princess my only daughter. She is a angel and 18 living in florida working in health and wellness as well as attending college to become both a nurse and possibly a physician. She is intelligent and wise above her years she went from sophomore year to senior passing over junior year with honors she works very hard to uphold a high GPA. My daughter is about success and academics and as many sports as she can play. Since she was 5 she has wanted to be a surgeon i can see that the path she is on is one of success and admiration.

My grand babies are 7 and almost 5 as well as the beautiful new addition little Wyatt ahh let me say they are the epitome of perfection! My life is full of joy since God blessed me with being a mom-mom.

We have a dog named harley old man that is closing in at 14. Needless to say i’am not a big dog lover but i am however a big animal lover.

My goal for this blog is to talk about life, love, divorce, career challenges, kids with challenges, esp. but not limited to ADHD. Being 40 middle age but fun, flirty, fantastic, a working mother and just holding up in today’s balancing act juggling all of the above. There are also many more topics, life experiences some good and some that will definitely intrigue you. This is my first time sharing my life i hope to take you on this journey with me. Hang on tight and enjoy the ride.

House On The Corner Written By Nichole Sulpizio 💋


Caged and imprisoned

Cornor lot


Full of regret and rage

Inside everything contrived

Ideally placed

Museum, exhibits

Rules in place

Curious filthy fingers

Look, but do not touch


Lights out

It is 8 o’clock

Gems in every corner

Trinkets shiny and novel

Parades of possessions

For those who dare enter

We unveil to you

Charades and illusions

Portrayed as love and affection


Applause for thee



Watch us curtsey

The sham

With grins upon our face

In our house of horror

No ticket needed

Hearts broken

Torn in two

The beware sign upon entering

Warned you

Tears soak the pillow shams at night

As we drown


Tip toeing


Little feet upon the artic floor

Dog bellows

Microwave sets off the alarm

Pin number on the heat

100 guesses

One, two, three and four

Heat is a treat

Except it is not Halloween

Trick played again

For kids I pay uncle Sam

You may live here

But do not play

Be an adult

Who needs to be a kid anyway

House of perfection

Cornor lot

Medal of honor


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Cyberbully Written By Nichole Sulpizio

As I write this poem this based on my own unfortunate life experience like many others! Everything does come to light in time ✨️ Stalking is a crime, whether it’s someone we know or a stranger, but so much worse when it is someone whom we trusted! This is painful to write, but healing as I educate the world, know the person you trust with your information and never think for one minute that it can’t happen to you! Most victims know there perpetrator!

Sitting in your megar space

Naked, lonely, and disgraced

Perched upon your swivel chair

Demonic eyes, blinded by long tousled dark hair

Under the dim lights you lurk

With a single spotlight

And a evil notebook

Filled with names, passwords

Such evil games you play.

Upon innocent victims


As your fithy fingertips

Yet clearly manicured dance upon the page

In lust, control, rage

Hunting your prey

Predator behind the screen

Stalking someone’s, wife, mother, sister, children and me

Raping us everyday

In your sick and twisted, perverted way

Thinking for years it was just me

Until I found out about one, two and three

Crossing paths in this lifetime

With a man

Who entices women with stature and money

Oh how you harden me

Stole my identity

Everytime I pick up the phone

Knowing I am not alone

Evil eyes watching me

As yet anothor tear

Hits the screen

On your computer other beautiful girls just like me

Unaware in there underware

I never knew evil existed to this extreme

Until our eyes met in that small room

Distinct smell of men’s cologne

Thinking you of high regard

Slaughtered by a single charge

All my information Cursed

Upon a single stroke


As you beat your brow

Thinking your Hercules

I think your a coward

Hiding your true identity from the world

While stealing ours, staining and straining

Our friendships, relationships, family and work

Wait, I see, it’s chrome, google play hacking 101

Wifi off then on

You accumlated me this way

Games into the dark world

Where you illegally play

Against avast and avg

Ransom and malware you display

Soon your playground will come to light

Handcuffs tight

FBI in sight

Four walls, three meals

Computer crashes

Bleeding out our wounds upon the cold, damp ground

As everyone sees


That’s he!

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My First Time On The Mic 💋

As a poet we dream of getting out there and expressing ourselves, gaining exposure and showcasing our talent, words, and feelings! For the first time I was honored and blessed to be amoung many talented and upcoming talent and had the blessed opportunity to recite two poems! Thank you to inkwood bookstore for this amazing opportunity 🙏 ❤️ I am also honored to be on there website, this book store is warm and welcoming and the owner is just lovely 😍 if you have a heard time viewing the video you should be able too view directly on my blog page 😊


Amen! Written By Nichole Sulpizio

To the criminals in the world inflicting henious and cowardly crimes against good-hearted people! Your justice will be served in both life and death! Cybercrimes and corruption breaking the law as well as, narcissism, lies, and decit, as well as any form of form of abuse upon the innocent may those affected take resolve in justice does and will come! Do not let your heart be tainted by those chosen by lucifer as they will burn in the very life they chose in their own demise and inferno!




Staring at there reflection


The imaginary illustration portrayed to the world

By obscured views


Time will reveal the



Hoax of a human

As the curtains unviel

There matinee

Pyscopathic tendency






Henious crimes





Unbeownst to them

There tainted gold medal



There names whispered upon the lips of others


As they caused anguish for many

Stolen there identity


Now there mere existence

Smeared like defecation

Across the nations

Disgraced are the very wombs that gave them life

As bystanders we stand by

As they are slaughtered by the knife

There cuffs and chains causing cessation

They cry for mercy

To God above


No last rites given

Electric currents

Burn there evil flesh

Last breath


Empty grave

Just a headstone

Tarnished in guilt and shame

Amen I say


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She Dreams Of Paris Written By Nichole Sulpizio 🔥👄

She dreams of paris



Euphonious voice

Like sentimental ballads

Playing within her heart

Dancing upon the cobbled lane streets

Full of ivy

Beneath her red umbrella

Subtle notes of liden and jasmine

Fill the air

Dusk is looming

Her black stilettos wet

Indulging in her cabernet

Ragging thoughts

Her heart pulsating with excitement

She dreams of him

She dreams of paris!

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Watch “Best Motivational Speech Compilation EVER #27 – IMMORTAL | 30-Minutes of the Best Motivation” on YouTube

Great motivational speech for those trying to achieve there dreams!

Over the past few years, I have learned many things about myself, my inner voice, my determination, my courage, and my goal oriented personality! I had always known I was strong-willed, 💪 had purpose, and not a pushover in any sense of the word. However, I let my kindness and gentle heart overpower my intuition and path. Sometimes, when we are younger and / or in circumstances we feel we don’t have much say or control, we limit our possibilities and prolong our suffering! I woke one day and said, “Enough is Enough” to the destructive, toxic, fake, and grotesque relationships I was entangled with. For not only myself but for all of you out there, it can vary. These destructive relationships can be family, spouses, employers, friendships, really anyone you give time or worth to! I believe once you see and recognize your self worth and respect boundaries that NOONE should be ever able to cross with you, you limit and rid yourself of people who manipulate, critique, criticize or undermind you as a person, or they think your just plain naive to there indiscretions!

Learning my gut was my most powerful source as it was my first step in moving forward to pursue dreams and goals I knew were overdue and calling for me loudly and clearly! Sometimes, against all adversity, we find the most strength 💪 I learned to trust the process and let God direct me as I also found strength in making my kids, “MY WHY!”

To the haters, the people who tried to keep me from my dreams by using the relationship as some kind of tool for control, to the family and friends, that never listened to my side but listened to the gossip and the slander any and all of that. Any I was supposed to count on that held conversations behind my back pretending to be for me but where clearly trying to minimize me in anyway to build themselves up out of jealousy and manipulation. Some conversations have come to light, and the I love you as fake and blackened as your soul! Some of you helped to destroy relationships I had, it’s okay, see, I know, God knows and you know, truth always comes to light, good will always win in the end, and I pity your insecurities and I value the ones in my life that believed in me and watched me turn away from darkness and find the light! I want to thank all of who said, you won’t do it, who stood in my way until I moved you, who caused chaos and rucas, it made me a fighter, it made me get rid of all toxic garbage and people undeserving of my time, and made me mostly, A WINNER!

I hope my my words and experiences will save someone else in a similar circumstance who is trying to pursue and live their truth, dreams, and life in any way! Remember, it’s always better to surround yourself with a few who are TRULY FOR YOU, then a ton of people who are OBVIOUSLY AGAINST YOU! Listen to your gut, and pay attention to your intuition it’s your strongest ally, as is God! Be who you are supposed to be and work like hell! Don’t worry about the naysayers, the fake and toxic family and friends, or the significant other undermining your intelligence! Go get whatever you want in life, as you get one, live it, love it, and work like hell to have it!! My kids are the reason I am going where I am going!! Xoxo ❤️

Gaslighting Is Abuse!

When people think of abuse, they assume it is physical when in reality abuse comes in many obvious and non obvious ways. We all are familiar with the obvious forms of abuse but most are unfamiliar with a tactical form such as GASLIGHTING!

Unfortunately, for me I have had the unpleasurable experience of this form of abuse for over 8 years until I mustered up the strength to say enough is enough and leave the toxic hell I subjected myself too for way too long!

To help someone else out there I came across this list and figured I’d share it. This list I found on yahoo was such a accurate description of what I went through and I wanted to share to help someone else out there recognize the signs. Please and I quote this is a list I came upon it is not mine! And remember if you or anyone you know is suffering some form of abuse get out safely and if you can’t locate a domestic abuse line and or your closest police authorities!

Remember you are not alone, get out and get help! Regain your control and sanity and put abusers where they belong!



What was supposed to Break me, BUILT me!

I fear, mediocrity, boredom, and regret more than death itself! I took back my life and flourish in everything!

The graveyard is full of wasted potential they say, I would have been one if I had not broken the chains that bound me, instead, some will rot there in padded cells in the threshold of torture called hell, as I said before dancing with Satan for eternity!

Rock out to this great song on this wintery Saturday! Happy Saturday All!

I may have made too many changes to this post and accidentally disabled the comment section. Sorry, fellow bloggers! But either way the point and message is sound 💋🔥❤️

2023 Here I come! 💋🔥❤️

2023 is almost here and will be the year I start to do open 🎤 nights for my poetry, to retrieve feedback and speak the very words that proudly flow through my veins!

Looking back on my past I am so thrilled to be working my ass off building a business, MY OWN BUSINESS, and through the grind and hours I have already accomplished so much! I am also excited to get the opportunity to get out there and give myself a name, I don’t have to be huge to be proud, nor do I have to boast about my accomplishments, however the ones who tried to influence me and distract me to fail, have not succeeded!

A winner always wins its a mind set! And every dog has its day, some in the works as we speak 🙂

The cyberstalker who has nothing better to do in life then be obsessed with mine, I don’t blame you as your life is empty and lame that you so dwell on mine and my loved ones with so much time and energy, my life is full and beautiful isnt it?? And the narcissist whom i scared so much with my talents, beauty and ambition, I scared you so much, your weakness has now been revealed! How very weak you are hiding behind a fake masculinity that belittling women is your Forte, such a shame and misfortune!

In the end I’d like to thank you both! I was always strong, now I am even stronger then I ever imagined 💪 I am a fighter and a winner!

Red Velvet 💋🔥 Written By Nichole Sulpizio xo

She opens the door

Dark lounge

Slowly she walks

Through the crowd

The music plays


Sensual sounds


Mimicking moans in her ears

As if people are climaxing

Sensuality fills the air

She sits down on a velvet cushioned couch

Tosses back her long, black lace gown

Glimpse of her smooth bare legs

Blueberry scent

As she tosses back her soft brown hair

Away from her delicate face

Cherry lips 💋

She lights a cigarette 🚬

Deeply she inhales

The bartender

Hands her a cocktail



She exhales

Gently she whispers

Thank you, Darling

She glimpses around the room


But stale

It’s him


Taking her in

Eyes lock

She prays he doesn’t speak

Tasty is he

Decant like a buttercream icing treat

Come here

She demands with her eyes

Walking toward her


Suit and tie

Sweat and musk

She longs to taste him

Kissing his lips

Touching his tongue

Buttons come undone

His and hers

Music still plays

There bodies sway

She craves him

He pays her tab

They walk hand in hand

To the yellow cab

With blinking lights

In the cold night

The plaza only one block away

In the exhaust filled city

New York

Lights and bay

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