Tag: Reality

I wanted to post the English version of this song as I had said before this man named, Nikos had a vision in his dream one night where he saw and communicated with Jesus and the angels where singing this song so nikos wrote this song with tears in his eyes upon awaking and states this is what the angels sung and he knew he was supposed to share it with the world! When nikos sang it for the first time, people around him started to weep, some fell to their knees, others vomited and purged demons from their bodies. You must turn this up and play it in its entirety as I have played it more than a dozen times and could feel the power flowing through me with currents of electricity and tears! The first time I played it and maybe even into the second time it was so powerful, I felt a slight bit of nausea myself! I never tire of hearing it as it is the most profound way to glorify our savior sung by the angels themselves! 🙏 ✝️ I know in life people will question, not believe nor think these things happen well I can attest yes a sinner like me, like you, any of us can have these experiences if we tell Jesus we love him and truly mean it with total surrender and following the gospel. The reason I keep posting on here is that Jesus IS REAL, I can attest that it’s ALL REAL! I know I have felt the presence of God many times since my transformation it can be subtle or profound, but if you ask, HE WILL MANIFEST! And when hit with disbelief from others or shunned, or I am sure a topic of gossip, all I can say, is I REJOICE because I never had this unexplained peace and joy that is beyond human comprehension and my goal is to help others believe and find Jesus too!! If it happened to me, it can happen to you!!

I know the power of dreams, visions, and being fully awake and experiencing God’s presence! I plan on telling of the many encounters with God that i have been fortunate to experience, but it will take some downtime for me away from work to dive into this the way it deserves to be written. But before I end this, let me share a tad bit! When I made the decision to find God again I went to confession first and in the confessional I felt a overwhelming pain upon releasing my sins to the point I wept uncontrollably and when I left it took a few days to feel relief! I knew it would be a journey and wouldn’t happen over night so in the beginning as I was transforming I was in a very light dream one night and I don’t want to say slightly conscious but I definitely was not in REM sleep. Anyway,  for a split second, i witnessed my own sins visually and was told to shut up, I was told to, and I remember it loudly,” Shut up, Nichole!” As I heard this I was lying in my actual room, in my actual bed and I started to hear the hissing of a snake, it gives me chills as it did when I heard it, I promise it’s something you never want to hear! So out of the cornor of my right eye, a large black wing creature was spreading out his wings in slow motion and, at the same time, was arising on my side of the bed slowly! Immediately, i sat straight up. It must have been God who woke me as I’d be a tad concerned of that black wing creature and I engaging any further. When i sat up, i was very alarmed and fully awake and fully aware of what I just experienced! I knew at that moment the devil himself was taunting me in spiritual warfare this was in the beginning of my transformation. Now, I did talk to my priest briefly, who was in agreement that spiritual warfare was what I experienced because the devil will try to keep his reigns on you by using whatever methods he can. Now fast forwarding to months and months later as right before Christmas eve I had another spiritual encounter but a beautiful blessed one that i will forever remember and still makes me smile and burst with joy when i think about it which happens to be daily! This very beautiful profound experience was months after confessioning, total surrendering, and spending everyday glorifying God and Jesus, not missing mass and making prayer an everyday day thing almost an every moment thing as I listen daily to christian rock and try to pray the rosary but mostly I made lifestyle changes and committed my life to serving and living accordingly to God’s word! I use to think about Jesus a lot, but now it’s all day every day and basically every moment. As these months went on, I began to understand the bible in ways I never did they where no longer mere words. I understand the gospel each mass as if God is profoundly speaking directly to me, and in all honesty, he was! In December I was fully awake at approximately 3 am and for 20 minutes or so I was speaking to Jesus with full intention and a heart so full of love for him I could feel it bursting and overflowing with a yearning to see and hug him. Now, I always felt this way but not to the point of tears and not in total surrender. See to totally surrender to God your putting your life, meaning every aspect into his hands and letting him lead. Your giving God complete control of your life and path and also not valuing pride, or money, or possessions as they are not of walking totally in the light nor are they part of surrendering yourself to his will for your life! I also talk a lot to Jesus at these times when I wake but however this one particular night, as I stated alove the  yearning to tell Jesus how much I loved him and how much I would love to hug him was the beginning of receiving the most precious gift the, “Holy Spirit!” I have learned that to totally receive the Holy Spirit, you must be reborn again, reborn in Christ.Which again, as I mentioned above , is total surrender acknowledging thay he is the son of God, that he did die on the cross and he did rise again also loving him by following his commandments! For Jesus said, my sheep hear me and I know there name! In short, I have learned that being Christian isn’t just by saying that you love God or going to church. Many Christians do this, but they live in sin and they don’t follow the commandments i know i was one of them! And many of us are full of pride and gossip and  value money and possessions more than God! I have learned, and as the word of God says, you can not serve two masters God and money. So surrendering means devaluing all of the above! Anyway, getting back to that night as I stated above, while lying there, fully awake about 20 minutes into expressing my love for Jesus. I remember feeling a weight upon my chest, pressing me down, so I couldn’t move, and at the same time, I felt electricity flowing through my body from my head to my toes. It wasn’t scary, just very overwhelming. At the same time, I could not open my eyes. It was as if they were fluttering, fluttering at a very fast speed. I had lost total control of my body but in the best way possible. It only lasted about 30 seconds.  With a bit of taking my breath away, the power i mean the beautiful heavenly power I knew immediately what had happened.There was no fear there was breathtaking awe and gratitude. I had gotten what I asked for I had gotten to hug Jesus. I got to feel the presence of God.And they  gifted me with the Holy Spirit! Since this experience, I have forgiven in ways I thought would never be possible, I have humility beyond my own comprehension, I no longer worry about money, pride, possessions such as house or cars, I don’t engage in gossip, I have compassion and gratitude, and when storms in life arise I no longer drown in them I glide over the waves no matter how many come. Sins of the flesh are a thing of the past. People don’t realize what sins of the flesh actually are. They are not mere adultery, they are lust, pornography, fornication, idolatry, selfish ambitions, hatred and so on…I never knew that pride was a sin! I do now and I know the seriousness of it! I use to have pride. However, the closer I got to God, pride was a mere thing of the past that I can no longer relate to.

I will end with this for those who personally know me and others who have followed me for years on this blog (like Nikos) you have nothing to lose by believing in these testimonies and everything to gain, so if your touched by Nikos song or by my experience start searching for Jesus whether its for the first time or again! It will save your soul, and will bring to you profound peace and salvation!!

I will touch more on my journey as I can, but life is so beautiful to me with these new set of eyes! The things I value now are nothing of the past! I’d rather work less, have less, and live life to the fullest!! I never want to work my life away, I never want a million dollar home, I want nature, the love of those in my life that surrounds me, all the precious moments I experience now and my precious time adoring where my heart is drawn to Jesus my lord and savior!!