It is time to break free! Bring back the real me, lost and allowing it..No More!!
Head spinning Race against time Soaked in the power of red wine Vertigo Downpour of tears Thunder shakes the house Glasses shatter, thrown at the wall Immense pain Years lost Who am i? Frustration Confusion Intense Bottled up fear Letting go Admitting lost control Blindly Waking up To a new dawn Finding myself Walking among The slivers of broken glass Piercing my feet No pain to be felt Harder to admit defeat Regain control Fear set aside Blood drips from her soul To dance again In the rain No longer dazed
Outside last night while walking the dog i smelled a burning fireplace and it took me here! Captured me 😉
The green blue and violet hue The smell of burning birch Burning up with desire Flames roaring higher His features radiated His warm body, scorching Gazing at him Wanting Needing Staring deeply into his mysterious eyes Licking my lips Soft sighs Realize The beauty of him Slowly stroking my face He brings me into a warm embrace Gently kissing my mouth Falling effortlessly To the floor Smoked obscured Lungs filled with passion Exploring Drenched His hair soaked, wet Messy Scratching his back With my red tips His voice quivers Explodes Capturing his beauty upon me Pleasurable state This love unfolds By the heat of the flames Burning in the fireplace
Does love win? Does love stand a chance when you come from two different worlds and cultures? For me, the answer is yes! Although a challenge i still believe in fate and destiny and that if love is so strong enough there will be no obstacles that can not be overcome. I believe that the heart wants what it wants and you can only fight it so long until you give in to the mercy of that ache and desire. I believe strongly that although hard you can be with someone from across the world. Sacrifice, of course, differences, of course, but for me i see it as a beautiful, wonderful, experience that only some could ever dream of! Loving him or her from another land…what beauty!!
So you might ask why do i bring this up. Okay i must admit i love the power of the heart. I love the desire to be with that special person. I also love the show 90 day finance. For anyone whom does not know what that is, i will explain.
90 day finance is a show that has americans and people abroad whom connect and talk for a long time via the internet. Once a relationship is established people from all over the world and i mean from all over the world come to america on a K1 visa and have 90 days to figure out if they are meant to be or not. If at the 90 days they are not married the visa expires and they go back to there country and its over. I must admit this show i have been watching for a long time, new season, new countries, filled with humor, love, fighting and heartbreak. I laugh a lot at the differences and smile a lot at the differences, because the differences are beautiful and unique…okay and i melt at a foreign accent xoxo They also now have americans flying abroad and having to get accustomed to life outside of the USA…it is hysterical..just saying..love this show, as it takes me away and just brightens my day…well until this episode then i sadly admit…i cried the whole time..
This episode was about a man from turkey a woman from the USA without getting into too much detail as not to bore you..it was different cultures and family relations that tore them apart.. He had to leave her and they loved each other so much and the choices that had to be made where hurt breaking and there goodbye knowing they would never see each other again…grab the tissues because i could not stop crying…now i know the show and characters are for me a little more dramatizing..for you maybe not so much. Watching them at the airport was gut wrench for me, the pain, the tears…okay i felt it with a every fiber in me…. i am a hopeless romantic 🙂 However i have one question?
