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Why Is Everything So Black Or White …someone please tell me 💋

Hasn’t happened in a long time I woke up very angry trying to understand why people are the way they are and why it is rare to find truth and vulnerability be beautiful and people be honest! What’s the facade? What am missing? Why over the past 13 or so years I have met and settled for all the wrong people in friendship and otherwise?

Things don’t have to be so hard if your honest with yourself and others …let go of proving yourself to have someone love you! Be you, be real and damn just live!!

I want to have fun and surround myself with honest people…I don’t want perfection, I don’t care about past mistakes, I don’t care if your not perfect …this goes for friends and future relationships ❤

Just be you!

And say it like it is …no games I am done playing …I figured this if someone can’t be honest with me then I shut the door this time I won’t wait so long ..in the past I have let things go on for way too long I am done with that!

This italian princess is fiesty, honest, confident, loving and real! Take it or leave it!!

To all my bloggers out there some of you have been a total gift!

Rick and Ray and Rob and Hope and Tara…these people truly love me ❤💖

Who Is He 💋

The smell of rain kissed leaves today

Left me nostalgic

Sweet smell of musk

Childhood memories

Inhaling deeply

My old home

The innocence of jumping in the leaves

Feeling free

Myself

Head spinning

Dizziness

From a memory I treasure

Gazing into the future

Dreaming

Of cottage houses

Wooden floors

Creaking

Upon a tiptoe

A sound so cherished

As the smell of pine wood

Burning fireplaces

Cracking

Embers float through the air

Soft wind blows

Through a tiny cracked window

Cool and crisp

Winters kiss

Approaching

Macintosh apples on the counter

In a array of red beauty

The faint hint of dust sweeping

Across the bookshelves

One of which holds my poems

In there rarity

Close to my heart they belong

Swiftly

Looking at him

Eyes stare back

With no face

WHO IS HE??

Who is he that I make love too

Under the smoke filled

Obscure

Light

Plaid quilted blanket

Seams just right

Flattering

Warm

Like his body weight upon me

In its heaviness

Passionate

Control

As I lose myself

In this moment

I gaze again

Into the unknown

Eyes looking back

Who are you?

Who is he?

That belongs with me???

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio – All Rights Reserved

Time To Let The Past Die 💋 And Live and Love And Play 💋😉

Tonight ready to be spoiled 💋 play 💋 let go and run with it!! Any takers 🤣🤣🤣 No But..

Seriously, life is too short and it’s time to open my heart …time to dance in the city, stay out until dawn, hug, kiss and touch…feel the life that is burning inside me 😉

The chains of the cuffs I felt imprisoned in a past I didn’t control ..I now control… chains broken haha by me 😀

Spoil me 💖

Show me 💖

I will not give up on love ❤

Love is amazing

Bring it on ❤

Say it loudly

Say it clear

My ears are open 💋😘

Sunny Saturday 😎 Here In Jersey 💋

Starting my morning off with a gingerbread coffee and a bright sunny warm day! Happy day ☺

Already doing errands been up since 6 am and will end my day with the last part of my tattoo being completed and making pizzas with my son 💋 also promised a friend will watch a movie he has been asking me to watch for almost a year 😆 finally going to get to it tonight… see chuck i keep my promises ..😊 its a shame chuck can’t watch it with me he lives very far away …chuck will let you know what I think…finally getting to it

Leave you with this:

Happiness starts inside ☺

Live Love And Laugh 💖

Kiss softly 💋

Hug tightly 🤗

Work Hard 😜

BUT

Play harder 😉

Ti Amo bloggers 😘

To Know Her 💋

To know her

Is to understand

Her life chaotic

Constant demands

But it is hers

Doing the best she can

With what this world has given her

So loved by many

Adored

She is ready to explore

All possibilities

Those whom know her

Know what she has been through

Those whom don’t

Haven’t a clue

To know her 💋

Black stiletto

Diamond nails

Gold glitter too

Ruby lips

Sparkling

Gentle kiss

High heel boots

Angels face

Garters and lace

Sexy tattoos

Properly placed

Just a taste of her

Smelling of the merlot she sips

At night

Bold and strong

Yet her innocence bruised

By the wicked

To know her is to know

All the constant blows

Fights

She faced all alone in the night

Arising from the darkness

Into the light

To live again

Hard times drifting afar

Standing tall

She will not fall

But will face the world and say

I am here

Let’s do this

To know her

Is to know her heart ❤

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio – All Rights Reserved

Happy Saturday Bloggers! HAPPY HALLOWEEN 🎃

So looking out on this beautiful sunny day 😎 staying positive as our governor announces a possible shut down of NJ again because of covid numbers on the rise…..damn NJ follow the rules I can not handle another shut down not personally or financially or mentally…we need this shit to end already! Thank you governor for keeping us safe and NJ do what the hell we need to do…please!!!!

I have places to go and people to see and damn finally divorced ….READY TO LIVE AGAIN ❤💋

This song is for my friend rick…yes …I am secretly a spy 🕵️‍♂️ with Betty Davis eyes 👀 💋🤣🤣🤣🤣 starting my day with this one!! Turn it up …all you ghosts and goblins 👻 Be Safe out there 🙏

Trying To Shake Off The Last 13 Years Tonight …💋

To know me is to know all I have faced for the last 13 years …and know I am learning to let go!

Despite all the fears and pain I have endured ….the love of those who know me will get me to the end!

Love and understanding come with forgiveness…as I forgive those whom have hurt me!

To be real is to be honest…even at your weakest moments…those whom love you will hold your hand!

Mistakes happen under tremendous stress…the mind and heart work against each other ….its up to you to see where that may lead!

Fight for what you want ….the reward is huge!

Don’t give up because your afraid…give in to it because if you don’t..the fear will destroy you!

You must scarfice to gain!

Get what you want …stop waiting…if you wait to long…it could fade!

Speak volumes…whispering is too quiet!

Try again…just saying…

One kiss can change everything!

Feel the passion and desire through your veins…now …take that breathtaking moment…

Believe it or not this was not pre written this came from my heart …to this page…good or bad…IT WAS HONEST!

The Clutter 💋 Written By Nichole Sulpizio

The bakery smells of sweet treats

Anise and chocolate walnut

To be exact

Air stuffy in the morning light

Clutter fills her mind

The register clattering

As the coins fall

Faces familiar

Each has a name

But none she can remember

Gazing out the large window pane

At the passing cars

Wizzing through

Traffic heavy

Congested

Horns honking

Loudly

Like a argument can insue

Welcome to ” JERSEY”

She sighs

Her mind clouded

Yet her stomach rumbles

Hungry

But not for just food

But for the one

Who will come and save her from the monotony

And a past of utter regret

Villains and vandals

That stole her innocence

Of what she believed love to be

A single tear falls

Stuck in the mud too long

To whom does she belong with

Friends from miles away

Guide her

Each and every day

They insist think with your head

Not your heart

They love her

Her passion

Her cat eyes

Greenish hue tint of blue

Yet yellow ring

Unique and beautiful

Her smiles

Her loving ways

She is there princess

And they

Her new world

For she loves them back

Superman where are you

With your cape

I am planning a great escape

To a better future you see

A destiny created by me

While I wait for you

Where are you???

The phone rings at the bakery

She is left hungry

Waiting to be fulfilled

Waiting to get rid of the clutter

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio – All Rights Reserved