As long as there is glitter life will sparkle! Who does not love a little sparkle in there step! Glitter, sparkle, shine…BE YOURSELF!!!
My name is nichole my family and friends refer to me as princess :), nikki , and sparkles! 🌸 I wear glitter everything and nothing shines more then a beautiful array of sparkles..I love to shimmer and shine and light up the world!!💋 Now who wouldn’t want a little sparkle in there life 💖 I also have been called recently, Angel and The Italian princess as well as Jersey!!
Today i am at the young age of 47 okay so that’s middle age but 40 something in 2020 is young, hip, fulfilling, stressful and chaotic, but that,s okay everyday is a blessing! My kids are grown and i am ready to have some fun!! Life is beautiful although it comes with many obstacles, challenges, and immense struggles but mostly and importantly life is full of rewards. Myself i went back to school in my 30’s to earn a degree in the medical field. After countless hours of studying with a school age son and two toddlers I became a certified medical assistant and worked in dermatology for over 8 years. I assisted in surgical procedures and met some wonderful patients. I can honestly say it is amazing how your patients become such a part of you and your life, they touch and embrace you daily it is a very rewarding career. Loving and leaving this career was a very hard decision one which i had to make after a lot of thought, consideration, and circumstances that were out of my control. But more on that later. I have three beautiful children and two of the most precious grand babies! I’am the oldest of 5 siblings. Some of which make life so much better and are there if i need them and likewise. One brother and 3 sisters, many wonderful nieces and nephews, Godchildren, and so many and i mean MANY extending family as of a Italian descent, there are so many cousins and second cousins i could write a page on just that. God has blessed me. I also love the color pink, love pizza, fine red wine, sunflowers and my dad. In my spare time i enjoy writing poetry and blogging. Writing has become one of the strongest passions i have ever had!
My Oldest son is 24 he is not only successful but strong, intelligent, and a handsome man who also happens to be a wonderful father. This boy i raised has became this man. In the blink of a eye i went from changing diapers to him receiving his bachelor’s to become a investment banker. Obtaining a job straight out of college with a huge firm..At this time he is raising a toddler and school age son with the help of his girlfriend Emily. My son is truly success at its finest. I am a proud mommy to say the least!
My second son is 18. He is a wonderful, beautiful young man. He has had to work very hard to achieve his goals he has severe ADHD making things very challenging for not only him but the family. It has been a long hard road and one we are still riding. ADHD shows no mercy thus one of the reasons i left my career. More on that later as well. If i can say one thing with the heartbreak that ADHD can cause my son is much more then ADHD . He is charismatic and loving and his goal is to own his own business he has thrifty knowledge on buying, selling, trading, i forsee a luderative business in his future. And let it be known when he smiles and is happy it fulfills my heart.
Then there is my little pretty princess my only daughter. She is a angel with a teenage attitude( yay 16). Both intelligent and wise above her years she went from sophomore year to senior passing over junior year with honors she works very hard to uphold a high GPA. My daughter is about success and academics and as many sports as she can play. Since she was 5 she has wanted to be a surgeon i can see that the path she is on is one of success and admiration.
My grand babies are 5 and almost 3 let me say they are the epitome of perfection! My life is full of joy since God blessed me with being a mom-mom.
We have a dog named harley amd two fish. Needless to say i’am not a big dog lover but i am however a big animal lover.
My goal for this blog is to talk about life, love, divorce, career challenges, kids with challenges, esp. but not limited to ADHD. Being 40 middle age but fun, flirty, fantastic, a working mother and just holding up in today’s balancing act juggling all of the above. There are also many more topics, life experiences some good and some that will definitely intrigue you. This is my first time sharing my life i hope to take you on this journey with me. Hang on tight and enjoy the ride.
Pale cream hint
In its golden glow
Steady waves crash against the rocks
Her caramel hair blowing lightly
In the warm summer breeze
Down her tanned back
As the sun sets in its dignity
The sand tickles her toes
Like the color of her wine
Dripping from her lips
Sweet berry breath
Licking her lips
As not to stain her gloss
Shining like the brightest star
In a night sky
Her eyes sparkle
Like the name she was given
Dreaming of his lips
His hands slowly gazing her body
To her hips
In her summer dress
Above the knees
Of the diamond underneath
Drawing her body closer
He pulls her in
She feels his need
In his embrace
Escaping in her thoughts
As she melts away
In her sangria
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Hope this motivates you the way it does me each and every morning 🌄 to achieve my goals!
To the narcissist!
You said I couldn’t do it, you said, I’d never make it! I am relentless. I am driven, and I am coming after everything you said I couldn’t have!
Let me tell you this, I have everything I need! My success is my insanity and it keeps me up at night pushing, pushing 💪 me to the top!
I have a harmonious home, a great start to a successful career, my own business, successful, thriving, happy children! A loving, gentle, passionate man who showed me unconditional love! I have everything you said I would never have! I not only beat you, I WON! I HAVE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE THAT I NEED!
Thank you for being a screw up! I hope someday you change your ways, i don’t wish harm i already got even! See, i was a fighter, that fighter mentality was something in me that scared the shit out of you! Thats why you tried to control me, and when you realized you couldn’t, it made you more angry and that anger motivated me to get so angry i left you right where you belonged in your misery and desperation! Life is too short to be miserable, and no one should ever give up anything in their life for someone else’s dreams or love! How far I have come!
Maybe this speal will touch and / or push someone else to do what they need to do! And someday I will speak to the world as a motivational speaker and I will help those who are like me! See probably something else you didn’t know about me, another dream of mine! Ha, but what did you know about me anyway 😏 😅
Written By Nichole Sulpizio 💋
She dreams of romance
Candlelight dinner plans
He strokes her hair
So soft and long
While singing and dancing
To their favorite slow song
Walks in the park
City after dark
Sipping white wine
Buttery and sweet
Both a decant treat
Gazing at her
He invites her to stay
To live this way
For the rest of her life!
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The darkness came over her
In the brisk winter night
Blinding her with agony
She is gasping for breath
Temperature sub zero
Icicles dangling from the branches
Shining slivers of glass
That could pierce through the skin
Visions of dripping blood
Frozen to stone
Like a demon possessed
Delivering no oxygen
Her last screams
Watching her wounds
Empty like buckets of water
Onto the frozen ground below
Leaving her lifeless
In the darkness
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Years lost in mourning
Agnoy she endured
By liars and thieves
Disguised they wore capes
To hide there evil souls
Twisted, sicken minds
Vomit upon there names
For their disease, not worthy of forgiveness
Trying to break her
Jealous of her light
Piece by piece, they tried
While tears fell upon her cheeks
Burning her skin
Not knowing her power
She would destroy even the strongest of they
Her spirt a sword
That could pierce
The heaviest of bricks
The blood trickles from there names
Cast into the fire
Singeing their memory
She basks in the light
While there screams echoing
Like music to her ears
The beauty of her new found life
Like the taste of his first kiss
Sent from heaven above
A superhero with a shell
That was found
And engraved with his fate
Sealed with God’s approval
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2 years ago this beautiful and powerful song set me free!
I heard these words and a pain shot through my whole body and brought me to my knees in tears! I will never forget! What was worse is my family couldn’t take anymore and noone was holding back on telling me what they where witnessing and they wanted the real me back!
Its in fear that we find strength 💪 and it’s in pain we find courage!
I left a narcissistic relationship and in the midst of mind controlling tactics I never allowed him to control my own thoughts and desires and decisions like most do! God was in the driver seat and my heart too strong to ever wane from my own identity!
Today looking back I wish I wouldn’t have waited so long! I have my own business and it’s growing, my children are healthier and happier and free to live and speak and be teenagers and accepted as such in my new relationship! There is no crazy just tranquility! And I now remember what communication is after years of not being able to express and communicate as it was shunned! I am relearning trust and it is a beautiful thing! 😍
Wishing all my fellow bloggers and Healthy and Happy New Year ❤
Make everyday count I lost years that I will never regain, life is precious treat it as such! The rewards are endless not always easy, I won’t proclaim easy, however, I will proclaim Healthy, Happy and mostly NORMAL!
As a writer we are fuled by thoughts and feelings and emotions! Both past, present and future! My words purely express my deepest emotions! Never sorry for my words as the past made me sorry for feeling and has taught me many lessons…writers understand the fire of a inspiration and writing will always be the biggest part of me! Only I need to understand the significance and passion of my heart and soul
If I can give some advice to all my beautiful blogger girls all over the world 🌎 my advice and hints and secrets! 💋
1.) Do not Do not use bleach or at least not on your whole head that is! I was born blonde, a beautiful blonde, until the age of 10 when It darkened…unfortunately for years I used bleach under the silly impression, “Blondes have more fun theory “😉 😜 First that is overrated and outdated! While blonde is beautiful I agree, what is more beautiful is a healthy Mane that is long and soft and flowing…trust me a man would much rather touch a head full of soft hair then a head full of straw that is blonde in color ladies! Unless of course you stay naturally blonde well then your lucky 😏 best of both worlds!
2.) Wash no more then 3 x a week less if your lucky like me and you have more of a dry texture…washing too much is a killer on beautiful hair no matter how expensive the products you use! Throw out that idea of you have to wash everyday …PROMISE less is more! But don’t skip on the daily showers please 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
3.) Air dry omg 😲 stop with the hair dryers nothing dries hair more then hairdryers…I haven’t used one or owned one in over 5 years! Air-dry!
4.) Braid before bed! Don’t leave uour hair down before you hit the sheets all that tossing and turning is bad for your hair EVEN with a satin pillow case! Braid hair lightly in the back as it’s sexy and keeps hair without knots and tangles!
5.) Use olaplex! Look it up online it repairs and restores hair keeping it healthy from all the damage we do to our locks! If you still need to bleach your hair, well, at least use olaplex in between salon visits and during the bleaching process…ask your hairdresser and look this valued product up online I vouch its a God send and I am a skeptic on products! This is a keeper as I have used it for at least 7 years!
6.) Get your hair trimmed no more then 3 or 4 times a year…..anymore then that it’s stays the same length.. I know I made the mistake of buying into the idea of every 4 to 6 weeks that a trim is necessary…it kept me locked into the same length for way too long!
7.) Then there’s the obvious….eat well don’t smoke, you know all the nasty habits that destroy your insides and health along with your skin and hair affecting not only your inner organs but your outer appearance!
Hope these little tid bits help 🙏
Now try not to brush too much and when you do hopefully your full of luster and love ❤ 💕 ♥
Kisses beauties 😘 💋
A Year Later and years later as well!
Never realizing the psychological damage that stalking from one and narcissistic abuse from another could have such a negative yet positive impact on my life!
You may have hurt me you may have damaged me BUT YOU DIDNT BREAK ME!
Your weakness made me stronger and wiser and made me the beautiful and confident woman I am today!
I thought I was always strong and beautiful before but you made me a warrior and the scars you created upon my heart my mind and soul made me fight harder then I ever have in life and my success is your failure!
This video and those lyrics match my words I played this video last year it strikes and burns the truths of my inner being….. for you only God can forgive you for what you have done to not only me but others …you better get down on your knees and pray he forgives you! Damnation is your future!
Oh the truths I could tell, for now your not worth it …those two gross pigs in the video you two can decipher who’s who
Oink oink 🐷
If you can’t leave a comment it’s accidental sometimes when you preview or edit it creates local changes and its hard to reverse …but this had to be said today something hit me yesterday making me realize the price I had to pay to become the person I am today! If my video doesn’t play go directly to my site it’s visible to play there!
Hugs to all the beautiful writers across the globe our words strike the heart and cords of the ears who listen ❤💋