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My name is nichole my family and friends refer to me as princess :), nikki , and sparkles! 🌸 I wear glitter everything and nothing shines more then a beautiful array of sparkles..I love to shimmer and shine and light up the world!!πŸ’‹ Now who wouldn’t want a little sparkle in there life πŸ’– I also have been called recently, Angel and The Italian princess as well as Jersey!!

Today i am at the young age of 47 okay so that’s middle age but 40 something in 2020 is young, hip, fulfilling, stressful and chaotic, but that,s okay everyday is a blessing! My kids are grown and i am ready to have some fun!! Life is beautiful although it comes with many obstacles, challenges, and immense struggles but mostly and importantly life is full of rewards. Myself i went back to school in my 30’s to earn a degree in the medical field. After countless hours of studying with a school age son and two toddlers I became a certified medical assistant and worked in dermatology for over 8 years. I assisted in surgical procedures and met some wonderful patients. I can honestly say it is amazing how your patients become such a part of you and your life, they touch and embrace you daily it is a very rewarding career. Loving and leaving this career was a very hard decision one which i had to make after a lot of thought, consideration, and circumstances that were out of my control. But more on that later. I have three beautiful children and two of the most precious grand babies! I’am the oldest of 5 siblings. Some of which make life so much better and are there if i need them and likewise. One brother and 3 sisters, many wonderful nieces and nephews, Godchildren, and so many and i mean MANY extending family as of a Italian descent, there are so many cousins and second cousins i could write a page on just that. God has blessed me. I also love the color pink, love pizza, fine red wine, sunflowers and my dad. In my spare time i enjoy writing poetry and blogging. Writing has become one of the strongest passions i have ever had!

My Oldest son is 24 he is not only successful but strong, intelligent, and a handsome man who also happens to be a wonderful father. This boy i raised has became this man. In the blink of a eye i went from changing diapers to him receiving his bachelor’s to become a investment banker. Obtaining a job straight out of college with a huge firm..At this time he is raising a toddler and school age son with the help of his girlfriend Emily. My son is truly success at its finest. I am a proud mommy to say the least!

My second son is 18. He is a wonderful, beautiful young man. He has had to work very hard to achieve his goals he has severe ADHD making things very challenging for not only him but the family. It has been a long hard road and one we are still riding. ADHD shows no mercy thus one of the reasons i left my career. More on that later as well. If i can say one thing with the heartbreak that ADHD can cause my son is much more then ADHD . He is charismatic and loving and his goal is to own his own business he has thrifty knowledge on buying, selling, trading, i forsee a luderative business in his future. And let it be known when he smiles and is happy it fulfills my heart.

Then there is my little pretty princess my only daughter. She is a angel with a teenage attitude( yay 16). Both intelligent and wise above her years she went from sophomore year to senior passing over junior year with honors she works very hard to uphold a high GPA. My daughter is about success and academics and as many sports as she can play. Since she was 5 she has wanted to be a surgeon i can see that the path she is on is one of success and admiration.

My grand babies are 5 and almost 3 let me say they are the epitome of perfection! My life is full of joy since God blessed me with being a mom-mom.

We have a dog named harley amd two fish. Needless to say i’am not a big dog lover but i am however a big animal lover.

My goal for this blog is to talk about life, love, divorce, career challenges, kids with challenges, esp. but not limited to ADHD. Being 40 middle age but fun, flirty, fantastic, a working mother and just holding up in today’s balancing act juggling all of the above. There are also many more topics, life experiences some good and some that will definitely intrigue you. This is my first time sharing my life i hope to take you on this journey with me. Hang on tight and enjoy the ride.

Summer Is Almost Here Written By Nichole SulpizioπŸ’‹

This thought just came to me literally 5 minutes ago while I looked at the beautiful sunshine this morning…writing it here first ..😊
A pretty moments thought brought me to this!

Summer is almost here

Waves crashing
Foamy
Your beer in hand
While we walk together in the soft sea sand
Summer songs 🎡
All night long
Under the pale moonlight
Kissing under the stars
Losing ourselves
Finding out just who we are
We sing and sway
To the very beat of our bodies
In unison
Waking to the early morning dew
Sipping our black coffee
Baby, I am ready for this
With you
Summer is almost here πŸ’‹

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Just How I Feel Anymore πŸ’•

When you need solitude yet you can’t find peace
When you need comfort and the lines are blurred
When you want to be held but not sure someone can hold tight enough
When your mind is fuzzy but you know what’s right
When you fight for what’s right and justice fails you
When you always walk in the light but the darkness always lurks behind you
When you have always given your best at any cost and it cost you everything
When do you give up.. that’s the final question
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THIS HAS BEEN MY MOTTO FOR THE PAST YEAR πŸ’‹

There is comfort in familiarity
Excitement in the unknown
It is listening to one’s heart and head
But not so much you live in regret and remorse
It’s having unison or finding it
Life is dancing all night, splashing in puddles,
Being silly, kissing for endless hours, passion that is intense and irresistible..
Anything less..your settling..
Don’t short yourself
Live…Love…No regrets πŸ”₯
This is my new motto..❀

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The Abyss πŸ’‹ Written By Nichole Sulpizio πŸ’‹

His silence
Deaf to her ears
Of his past whispers
As her thirst
For him vanishes
And her fantasies
Are hungered
By another’s desires
Quenched In the unknown
Forcing him into the Abyss
While she swims to another shore
Basking in the glow
Of a new found beat
Of the heart ❀
Watching him drown
Slowly
Painfully
In sorrow
As he clings to any hope
No matter how miniscule
For any glimmer of light
For survival
For he fades into her memory
Staining him forever
In remorse
And death

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PERSONAL ANALOGIES MUAH πŸ’‹πŸ’‹

Personal Anologies
By MWAH
1.) Beautiful girls can have a broken smile
2.) Confidence DOESN’T make me conceited..
It makes me NOT SETTLE
3.) A gentle heart may break easily
BUT it NEVER WANES
It KNOWS what it deserves
4.)Success isn’t in your wallet
It’s living the dream inside your soul
5.) A nice guy WONT finish last with me
He will win the trophy
6.) If My eyes are set on you
Don’t be quiet, be noisy
Otherwise I will blink
And close them
GOODBYE
7.)If I left you, your in my rear view mirror
My blinkers are on
Looking through the windshield
8.)Most important be honest, don’t lie, don’t sell me on false beliefs , truth wins
Don’t be a loser, because of fraud! Win because your real!

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Sugar Rush πŸ’‹πŸ”₯

Sugar rush

Candy crush

Her lips taste of sweet poison πŸ’‹

Hypnotic

Seductive

Delicious kiss

Such curvy hips

She will melt you

Devilish eyes

Passionate cries

Such a decant dessert

Delight

Be ready to stay up all night πŸ’‹

Swaying

The high will over take you

Depths of pleasure

Unexplored

You have never seen this before

Do you dare

Just beware

She will own you! πŸ’‹πŸ”₯πŸ’‹πŸ’‹

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Suffocation Written By Nichole Sulpizio πŸ’‹

Oxygen deprived

Mind in a state of confusion

Dazed

Lungs drowning

Oppressed

Trapped under the weight

Slowly crushing her

Pain so deep

Excruciating

Gasping

As if to take her last breath

Cessation

Hitting her knees

Blood escaping from her veins

Like a waterfall

Her last resort

Feeling for a exit

A trickle of light

Low to the ground

As the heat is felt in the smoke obscured room

Surrounding her

Coffin like state

Heartbeat starts to wane

Insides desingrating

Screaming for a slither taste of air

She feels for an exit

Strategy

Last attempt

To escape from the suffocation

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Angel Of Hope πŸ˜‡ Written By Nichole Sulpizio πŸ’‹

Nicknamed angel from the start

Beauty of light

All heart ❀

They whisper to her

In there tender voice

That she is an angel

Full of life and love

Ready to restore peace

And joy

To those whom are in her life

Noone like her

Halo above her

Softest kiss

Warmest hugs

She will wipe the evil away

Keeping it at bay

To guard you

Her loving arms around you

Whom will steal her heart ❀

This angel of hope!

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