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An Introduction to my fabulous and chaotic world!

My name is nichole my family and friends refer to me as princess :), nikki , and sparkles! 🌸 I wear glitter everything and nothing shines more then a beautiful array of sparkles..I love to shimmer and shine and light up the world!!💋 Now who wouldn’t want a little sparkle in there life 💖 I also have been called recently, Angel and The Italian princess as well as Jersey!!

Today i am at the young age of 47 okay so that’s middle age but 40 something in 2020 is young, hip, fulfilling, stressful and chaotic, but that,s okay everyday is a blessing! Life is beautiful although it comes with many obstacles, challenges, and immense struggles but mostly and importantly life is full of rewards. Myself i went back to school in my 30’s to earn a degree in the medical field. After countless hours of studying with a school age son and two toddlers I became a certified medical assistant and worked in dermatology for over 8 years. I assisted in surgical procedures and met some wonderful patients. I can honestly say it is amazing how your patients become such a part of you and your life, they touch and embrace you daily it is a very rewarding career. Loving and leaving this career was a very hard decision one which i had to make after a lot of thought, consideration, and circumstances that were out of my control. But more on that later. I have three beautiful children and two of the most precious grand babies! I’am the oldest of 5 siblings. Some of which make life so much better and are there if i need them and likewise. One brother and 3 sisters, many wonderful nieces and nephews, Godchildren, and so many and i mean MANY extending family as of a Italian descent, there are so many cousins and second cousins i could write a page on just that. God has blessed me. I also love the color pink, love pizza, fine red wine, sunflowers and my dad. In my spare time i enjoy writing poetry and blogging. Writing has become one of the strongest passions i have ever had!

My Oldest son is 23 he is not only successful but strong, intelligent, and a handsome man who also happens to be a wonderful father. This boy i raised has became this man. In the blink of a eye i went from changing diapers to him receiving his bachelors in a year and striving to become a investment banker. At this time he is raising two toddlers with the help of his pretty finance while going to school, interning, and working part time this is truly success at its finest. I am a proud mommy to say the least!

My second son is 17 going into his junior year. He is a wonderful, beautiful young man. He has had to work very hard to achieve his goals he has severe ADHD making things very challenging for not only him but the family. It has been a long hard road and one we are still riding. ADHD shows no mercy thus one of the reasons i left my career. More on that later as well. If i can say one thing with the heartbreak that ADHD can cause my son is much more then ADHD . He is charismatic and loving and his goal is to own his own business he has thrifty knowledge on buying, selling, trading, i forsee a luderative business in his future. And let it be known when he smiles and is happy it fulfills my heart.

Then there is my little pretty princess my only daughter. She is a angel with a teenage attitude( yay 16). Both intelligent and wise above her years she is going into her sophomore year with honors she works very hard to uphold a high GPA. My daughter is about success and academics and as many sports as she can play. Since she was 5 she has wanted to be a surgeon i can see that the path she is on is one of success and admiration.

My grand babies are 4 and 1 let me say they are the epitome of perfection! My life is full of joy since God blessed me with being a mom-mom.

We have a dog named harley and a hamster named nugget as well as 12 fish. Needless to say i’am not a big dog lover but i am however a big animal lover. I have my own little zoo 🙂

My goal for this blog is to talk about life, love, divorce, career challenges, kids with challenges, esp. but not limited to ADHD. Being 40 middle age but fun, flirty, fantastic, a working mother and just holding up in today’s balancing act juggling all of the above. There are also many more topics, life experiences some good and some that will definitely intrigue you. This is my first time sharing my life i hope to take you on this journey with me. Hang on tight and enjoy the ride.

WHY IS TRUTH SO HARD TO FIND 💋

Why is everything about pride? Why do people lie? What is so hard about telling the truth even if it hurts? Truth sets you free…it heals the soul …words can be weapons or they can heal a heart…❤

I have no problem saying, I am sorry, or forgive me, or I LOVE YOU! Honesty is beautiful 😍 Honesty sets you free! Honesty opens the door for sooooo much! Apologize where needed and say forgive me where needed and say, I LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT ❤ if you love someone say it! Say it loud and clear …MAKE SURE THEY HEAR AND KNOW!!

And baby can I hold you? Good song? 💋❤

Aren’t We All Soldiers In This Fight Called Life 💋

On this warm October morning after hardly any sleep feelings emotions and the past have caught up to me! This crazy train we call life has been spinning me since 2008 I need to derail this train and stop the ride! Honesty and sincerity and love will prevail …in life we can say whats in our hearts we can express regrets and apologize for wrongs ..we also need to have the strength to do all of the above! My heart has hurt long enough its time to let it speak clearly! God will lead the way out of the dark and into the light…the dark of my past is behind me those whom truly love me will be there when I fall when I cry and when I am happy! Its in God’s hands my destiny ❤

I AM FREE! 💋

My divorce will be FINALLY finalized this morning…watch out world 😉 I am FREE!! My mind has been cluttered for months those who know my story understand the chaos and stress and misunderstandings…I got a sparkle in my GREENISH blue eyes ..FOCUSED! MYSTICAL Sparkling that is!!

Today its about Forgiveness moving on and Getting what you want! FORGET THE PAST IF YOU WANT IT …GET IT!

FREEDOM 💋💋

I Want You To Know Written By Nichole Sulpizio 💋

Autumn day

Raining like the month of May

No spring flowers will bloom

Waiting for winters doom

Rain dances around my thoughts

Pouring heavy

Upon a burdened heart ❤

Decipher in my world what is real

Listening to the echo

Loud and clear

Around what I may already know

Cold like the upcoming winters snow

IT WAS REAL

As the sun will shine

SUNSHINE

Chaotic dances I have had

I walked away out of fear

Forgive me dear

It never ended for me

IT WAS

AND IS

STILL REAL

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio – All Rights Reserved

Feeling Playful And Silly 💋💋💋💋 💖 Maybe A Tad Bit Bratty 🙈🙊🤣🤣💋💋💋

I am all fun even in my own chatioc world! Bring laughter and playtime and I am a happy girl!!! All heart ❤ and lots of Love and Kisses 💋💋💋

Happy Midweek To All You Beautiful Bloggers ..KISSES 💋💋💋💋

To Touch Her 💋 Written By Nichole Sulpizio

Lying awake at night

To the stillness of the room

Stale

Dim light shines

Peeking through the doorway

Pink fleece sheets

Warm and cozy

Snuggled tight against her body

She feels lonely

On this brisk fall night

Drifting and dreaming

Of his scent

He touching her soft olive skin

Light as feather

As his body is heavy upon her

Her mind slips to this man

It has been a long time

She smells of coconut and red wine

She was recently set free

It’s her time to be loved again

As she waits for him

The prince in all his glory

Where is he

She won’t just let anyone touch her

Special is he

Who gets to hold her

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio – All Rights Reserved