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My name is nichole my family and friends refer to me as princess :), nikki , and sparkles! 🌸 I wear glitter everything and nothing shines more then a beautiful array of sparkles..I love to shimmer and shine and light up the world!!πŸ’‹ Now who wouldn’t want a little sparkle in there life πŸ’– I also have been called recently, Angel and The Italian princess as well as Jersey!!

Today i am at the young age of 47 okay so that’s middle age but 40 something in 2020 is young, hip, fulfilling, stressful and chaotic, but that,s okay everyday is a blessing! My kids are grown and i am ready to have some fun!! Life is beautiful although it comes with many obstacles, challenges, and immense struggles but mostly and importantly life is full of rewards. Myself i went back to school in my 30’s to earn a degree in the medical field. After countless hours of studying with a school age son and two toddlers I became a certified medical assistant and worked in dermatology for over 8 years. I assisted in surgical procedures and met some wonderful patients. I can honestly say it is amazing how your patients become such a part of you and your life, they touch and embrace you daily it is a very rewarding career. Loving and leaving this career was a very hard decision one which i had to make after a lot of thought, consideration, and circumstances that were out of my control. But more on that later. I have three beautiful children and two of the most precious grand babies! I’am the oldest of 5 siblings. Some of which make life so much better and are there if i need them and likewise. One brother and 3 sisters, many wonderful nieces and nephews, Godchildren, and so many and i mean MANY extending family as of a Italian descent, there are so many cousins and second cousins i could write a page on just that. God has blessed me. I also love the color pink, love pizza, fine red wine, sunflowers and my dad. In my spare time i enjoy writing poetry and blogging. Writing has become one of the strongest passions i have ever had!

My Oldest son is 24 he is not only successful but strong, intelligent, and a handsome man who also happens to be a wonderful father. This boy i raised has became this man. In the blink of a eye i went from changing diapers to him receiving his bachelor’s to become a investment banker. Obtaining a job straight out of college with a huge firm..At this time he is raising a toddler and school age son with the help of his girlfriend Emily. My son is truly success at its finest. I am a proud mommy to say the least!

My second son is 18. He is a wonderful, beautiful young man. He has had to work very hard to achieve his goals he has severe ADHD making things very challenging for not only him but the family. It has been a long hard road and one we are still riding. ADHD shows no mercy thus one of the reasons i left my career. More on that later as well. If i can say one thing with the heartbreak that ADHD can cause my son is much more then ADHD . He is charismatic and loving and his goal is to own his own business he has thrifty knowledge on buying, selling, trading, i forsee a luderative business in his future. And let it be known when he smiles and is happy it fulfills my heart.

Then there is my little pretty princess my only daughter. She is a angel with a teenage attitude( yay 16). Both intelligent and wise above her years she went from sophomore year to senior passing over junior year with honors she works very hard to uphold a high GPA. My daughter is about success and academics and as many sports as she can play. Since she was 5 she has wanted to be a surgeon i can see that the path she is on is one of success and admiration.

My grand babies are 5 and almost 3 let me say they are the epitome of perfection! My life is full of joy since God blessed me with being a mom-mom.

We have a dog named harley amd two fish. Needless to say i’am not a big dog lover but i am however a big animal lover.

My goal for this blog is to talk about life, love, divorce, career challenges, kids with challenges, esp. but not limited to ADHD. Being 40 middle age but fun, flirty, fantastic, a working mother and just holding up in today’s balancing act juggling all of the above. There are also many more topics, life experiences some good and some that will definitely intrigue you. This is my first time sharing my life i hope to take you on this journey with me. Hang on tight and enjoy the ride.

Suffocation Written By Nichole Sulpizio πŸ’‹

Oxygen deprived

Mind in a state of confusion

Dazed

Lungs drowning

Oppressed

Trapped under the weight

Slowly crushing her

Pain so deep

Excruciating

Gasping

As if to take her last breath

Cessation

Hitting her knees

Blood escaping from her veins

Like a waterfall

Her last resort

Feeling for a exit

A trickle of light

Low to the ground

As the heat is felt in the smoke obscured room

Surrounding her

Coffin like state

Heartbeat starts to wane

Insides desingrating

Screaming for a slither taste of air

She feels for an exit

Strategy

Last attempt

To escape from the suffocation

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Angel Of Hope πŸ˜‡ Written By Nichole Sulpizio πŸ’‹

Nicknamed angel from the start

Beauty of light

All heart ❀

They whisper to her

In there tender voice

That she is an angel

Full of life and love

Ready to restore peace

And joy

To those whom are in her life

Noone like her

Halo above her

Softest kiss

Warmest hugs

She will wipe the evil away

Keeping it at bay

To guard you

Her loving arms around you

Whom will steal her heart ❀

This angel of hope!

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Bad Boy πŸ’‹

His eyes seductive

Full of danger

Mysterious

Raging with curiosity

To know him

Such a bad boy

His lips tender

Bitterly sweet

An easy surrender

To his charm

Such a bad boy

He is like poison

I desire flowing through my veins

Buttery taste of seduction

Melting

Unfolding

As he presses up against me

His strength

Weakens me

Undressing me with his eyes

Parting my legs

To kiss my inner thighs

No words spoken

Gazing at his face

Looking at me

As if to say

Soon

Waiting for me to beg

Over and over

To be taken

By such a bad boy

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Reflection Written By Nichole Sulpizio β€

Winging it again guys…πŸ˜‰πŸ’‹

Look in the mirror
The reflection you see
Is your inner soul
The mask you wear
Vibrant like stained glass
Fools the world
Causing sleepless nights
Charade of sorts
As the reflection
Gazing back
Is the heart you hold
Agony
Like the blade of a serrated knife
Accidentally piercing the skin
Pleading to stop the pain
As you put pressure on the wound
Changing the soul
Is your conquest
Spinning around
Vertigo
Changes evolve
Looking back
Hesitation
Gasping
The Reflection
More appealing
Healing
The thump of of your new heart ❀
Reflection

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To Kiss A Stranger Written By Nichole Sulpizio

His lips soft

Tender

The way he parted them

Slowly

Gently

Inviting

Left me breathless

Tasting his tongue

As it entered mine

Left me dizzy

The most erotic vertigo

Spin me more

Was all i could think

At that moment

His strong hands

Wrapping my velvet mane

Around his fingers

Tightly

As he explored my mouth

Made my heartbeat fast

Sensual tachycardia

Pulling me in closer

Depth of his eyes

Attraction

Getting lost in him

The sighs

Magnifying the moment

Never did i know

Kissing a stranger

Would be so good for me!

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Diamonds πŸ’Ž

Winging it again guys πŸ˜‰, just a thought, a truth, wine time, play time in thoughts! Speaking honestly and playfully, never to lie or deny…. this is reality …this is me πŸ’‹

Diamonds on her toes

Shimmer on her nose

Glossy lips

Stained

Erotic

Black ribbons

Tattooed on her thighs

Hips

Riddled with lace

Her soft kiss

Embrace

Gentle she moans

Purrs

In your ear

Like soothing music

You crave to hear

Wants of a real woman

One who will wait

Until he is

The perfect escape

Into ecstasy

But is he worthy to taste

Her passion

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