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My name is nichole my family and friends refer to me as princess :), nikki , and sparkles! 🌸 I wear glitter everything and nothing shines more then a beautiful array of sparkles..I love to shimmer and shine and light up the world!!💋 Now who wouldn’t want a little sparkle in there life 💖 I also have been called recently, Angel and The Italian princess as well as Jersey!!

Today i am at the young age of 47 okay so that’s middle age but 40 something in 2020 is young, hip, fulfilling, stressful and chaotic, but that,s okay everyday is a blessing! Life is beautiful although it comes with many obstacles, challenges, and immense struggles but mostly and importantly life is full of rewards. Myself i went back to school in my 30’s to earn a degree in the medical field. After countless hours of studying with a school age son and two toddlers I became a certified medical assistant and worked in dermatology for over 8 years. I assisted in surgical procedures and met some wonderful patients. I can honestly say it is amazing how your patients become such a part of you and your life, they touch and embrace you daily it is a very rewarding career. Loving and leaving this career was a very hard decision one which i had to make after a lot of thought, consideration, and circumstances that were out of my control. But more on that later. I have three beautiful children and two of the most precious grand babies! I’am the oldest of 5 siblings. Some of which make life so much better and are there if i need them and likewise. One brother and 3 sisters, many wonderful nieces and nephews, Godchildren, and so many and i mean MANY extending family as of a Italian descent, there are so many cousins and second cousins i could write a page on just that. God has blessed me. I also love the color pink, love pizza, fine red wine, sunflowers and my dad. In my spare time i enjoy writing poetry and blogging. Writing has become one of the strongest passions i have ever had!

My Oldest son is 23 he is not only successful but strong, intelligent, and a handsome man who also happens to be a wonderful father. This boy i raised has became this man. In the blink of a eye i went from changing diapers to him receiving his bachelors in a year and striving to become a investment banker. At this time he is raising two toddlers with the help of his pretty finance while going to school, interning, and working part time this is truly success at its finest. I am a proud mommy to say the least!

My second son is 17 going into his junior year. He is a wonderful, beautiful young man. He has had to work very hard to achieve his goals he has severe ADHD making things very challenging for not only him but the family. It has been a long hard road and one we are still riding. ADHD shows no mercy thus one of the reasons i left my career. More on that later as well. If i can say one thing with the heartbreak that ADHD can cause my son is much more then ADHD . He is charismatic and loving and his goal is to own his own business he has thrifty knowledge on buying, selling, trading, i forsee a luderative business in his future. And let it be known when he smiles and is happy it fulfills my heart.

Then there is my little pretty princess my only daughter. She is a angel with a teenage attitude( yay 16). Both intelligent and wise above her years she is going into her sophomore year with honors she works very hard to uphold a high GPA. My daughter is about success and academics and as many sports as she can play. Since she was 5 she has wanted to be a surgeon i can see that the path she is on is one of success and admiration.

My grand babies are 4 and 1 let me say they are the epitome of perfection! My life is full of joy since God blessed me with being a mom-mom.

We have a dog named harley and a hamster named nugget as well as 12 fish. Needless to say i’am not a big dog lover but i am however a big animal lover. I have my own little zoo 🙂

My goal for this blog is to talk about life, love, divorce, career challenges, kids with challenges, esp. but not limited to ADHD. Being 40 middle age but fun, flirty, fantastic, a working mother and just holding up in today’s balancing act juggling all of the above. There are also many more topics, life experiences some good and some that will definitely intrigue you. This is my first time sharing my life i hope to take you on this journey with me. Hang on tight and enjoy the ride.

MY LIFE DOES NOT DEFINE ME! I DEFINE MY LIFE!! 💋💖

I own the past and I own the present and I determine my future ❤ no matter what is thrown my way…I GOT THIS!! I have fought many battles and overcome… the best is yet to happen!!

Much love to everyone across the world! Love who you are in this very moment let go of the past and be your best self! Your beautiful inside and out just the way God intended you to be!!

Have a blessed and beautiful day to all you beautiful bloggers out there 😘 ❤

Saturday Points Of View 🤗💖💋👄 To My Past 😘 Kiss My BLEEP 🙈🙉🙊 of course in the sweetest way possible!!

Feeling great on this late Saturday morning 💖 even when things are not perfect life still seems sooooo much brighter! The future seems sooooo much brighter and you know what for the first time in a long time…I GOT THIS AND I LIKE IT!!!

Important 💋 This is purely based on the past not the present not the future!! Solely the life and years i left behind!! Whats that saying…KISS MY GRITS BABY 🙊

1.) Do not tell me that I CAN’T do something because not only CAN I but I WILL! And I will Do it GOOD!!! You thought I couldn’t, well I AM..surprise surprise…great things come in small packages 🤣🤣🤣

2.) If I fall I will get back up..I NEVER STAY DOWN..no matter what it takes or how many times I fail i WILL ALWAYS SUCCEED 💯 I am just built that way 💯

3.) Life may be hard…BUT I AM HARDER! Pretty heart soft and mushy BUT ROCK HARD SOUL AND DETERMINED MIND!!

4.) Take me for granted take me for a fool,think I am weak..don’t let the door behind me hit you too hard 🤣🤣🤣 OUCH

5.) I don’t care if I love you or if my heart breaks I DONT SETTLE AND I DONT TAKE SHIT!!

Today , I am smiling despite my past I have things to be happy for…❤💜

I am grateful for my new place wow for the 1st time In years I get to decorate and buy and do whatever the hell I want…omg I DONT HAVE TO ASK PERMISSION

I still have my brand new jeep and guess what I pay for it i do what I want with it I ride it wherever I want and I put anything I want in it ….omg I left a coffee in it for more then 5 minutes …guess what IT IS OKAY TO BE HUMAN NOT A ROBOT…🤣🤣

I get to talk to whomever I want it ACTUALLY IS NOT A CRIME 🤣🤣🤣 and when things go back to normal i can see people in my life i truly want to see…shout out to BW aka as white wolf coming soon 💜❤💋💋 I get to go to my friends bar and see some old friends well hopefully soon ☺ shout out to my long time friend since I was 16 Rob M 😊 we will never lose touch again a promise i intend to keep…its not a crime to be friends with the man i spent 20 years with hey Rick you can call and come by anytime 😊 and you do 🤣🤣🤣

And i got a second job I even had a few job offers some in medical some in stores and it will fill the gap in between clients 🙃 oh yeah I got this baby!!! And I am going to get some cute tattoos on the upper thigh permission yea NOT!!!! 🤣🤣🤣🤣

Life may be hard i may have some bumps and covid is pissing me off because of flight restrictions…. and meeting friends here at home but it soon will go back to normal until then i work, talk, text and video those I adore ❤ life has been patiently waiting for me i arrive and now life is covid restricted but that’s okay i waited this long whats a little longer….WHEN YOUR FREE AND YOU REMOVED THE CUFFS THAT BOUNDED YOU TO PAIN!

Hugs and kisses 😘

Lone Wolf Written By Nichole Sulpizio

Sangria candle burns

On a warm summer night 🌙

Warm breeze gently strokes her skin

Hot wax drips

Dusk is upon her

Like the fantasies replaying in her mind

Constantly wandering

Drifting to him

As the taste of cabernet

Slowly tempts her taste buds

Red lipsticks stains

On her paper white napkin

Lace gown

Falling slowly off her shoulder

Exposing the outline of her soft curves

Beautifully sensual is she

Gazing at the night sky

She waits for him

The lone wolf on his mountain top

Howling fiercely at the moon

Pleasures

He screams louder

As she listens to the calling

Touching her body gently

She aches

Time is running out

Both hungry

Desires beyond the flesh

Yet yearning in pain

Needing

The night never ends

Only to repeat again

Faithfully

Until the night

The howls become one

In unsion

Louder they echo

Sing

This time under the same sky

Embraced is she

In the arms of the lone wolf

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio – All Rights Reserved

For All You Hard Working Mommies Out There!! 💖😜

For all those mommies out there working there tails off to support there kids and pay the bills! Props to you! I feel you as i work in 100 degree weather busting my butt this morning only too run two teenagers around all day 🙃 So I/we got this! I am independent, working my butt off and I am a great mommy! You know what sweating, being tired and stressed guess what, IT FEELS AMAZING 😘😉

This goes for all those daddies out there too!! WE ROCK IT!!! HUGS AND KISSES 💋

The Power In Touch 🤗💖

There is something so healing in touch! Endorphins released and that beautiful natural high you get when you feel loved. Medically speaking we all know it heals the mind and body it is a natural painkiller and it is good for the heart and soul ♥ its endless benefits are many and the opposite is harmful. Long time between touch can leave a heart empty and a mind in disarray! I came to a realization of how important touch is recently!

There is the touch of family when they hug you as in your children and grandchildren, parents and siblings that makes your heart rejoice and feel warm unlike any other! It’s that bond of love that is unconditional and rewarding as if to say, (we are always in this life together ❤ ) I know for me hugs from the above give such a warmth and comfort a feeling that is underscribable because it is that beautiful 😍 However, in that beauty there is still a human need and desire for a different touch one that only a spouse or significant other or lover can bring 💜 For the first time in my adult life I miss the power of that touch! Going through a divorce I asked for has left me for quite awhile missing that touch. For me as I transition it has been a very long time (well what I consider long some may differ) its been months and I never realized the effects it could leave you with. I mean as a medical assistant and in the field for years I am aware of the affects on the mind and body but never experienced it myself…until now! It is not easy and I can admit the craving and desire to be snuggled again is overwhelming example… when you have a sweet tooth and are craving sugar but can’t have the sweets at that moment in time..leaves you hungry, maybe a bit agitated but more then likely its a craving that won’t disappear as it is waiting to be fulfilled 💜

My point of this is many times the way our moods are affected can come from some basic needs we take for granted. Unfortunately, you can be in a marriage or relationship and still feel this way so its not about being with someone per say its more about being with the RIGHT one! I also implore it can not be with just anyone it also has to be( well at least for me) have some meaning and depth behind it. Hugging and kissing and holding are important and now I realize how much I miss it! You can not stay with someone for this reason nor can you find this with just anyone BUT if you are lucky enough to have this with someone, my advice.. embrace it! Also, if your needs are not met and your with someone DONT settle…there is someone better suited whom would love and can bring the touch you so need! I have learned many things as I have gotten older ..I realize life is not promised and I realize don’t take things for granted or wish for more..while I myself will never settle I also realize the beauty in life and look forward to TOUCH again…this time with the RIGHT one! 💖🤗😘❤💋

Life’s Unfair Games Again!

Sitting in a room with dim light i face truths I have faced many times..pain! Strong enough to admit I am not good at poker because I can’t keep a poker face to save my life makes me also see i am really bad at chess in what moves I make in life! I seem to constantly make the wrong moves maybe its time to call…checkmate!

Tonight I feel pain, sadness but its okay truths are important as is my heart and soul and the immense interquirty I hold! While not perfect I do strive for honesty and love and fight for what’s right and what I believe in. Even if I lose i know I gave my all and my best shot!! I am a fighter not a quiter! Even when i lose my way there is another day!

Tonight candles lit wine red of course overflowing, dry on my lips of tears, gazing out the stained window at the nightfall wishing my heart would harden quickly if ever! Drink the red eat pizza and watch a scary movie..distraction maybe but mind carrying on in its on horror and the repeated mistakes I make…need to reach out to friends and family and know its okay to say…i need you! We all need someone sometimes and it’s okay to say things like, I am sorry, I am in pain, I am lost, knowing people love you unconditionally will help lead you where you belong!

To my friends and family that TRULY know me and TRULY love me knowing I give my all in everything I say or do and that my heart is gentle and full of love…tonight I admit.. I NEED YOU! ❤💖💜

The Scent Of Him Written By Nichole Sulpizio 🤗💖

Full of desire

Passion Burning

Heart pulsating

Soaked with sweat

Losing control

Senses heightened

His tee shirt

She wears

In the darkness of the night

Smelling the very essence of him

Losing control

Quivering

At the closeness of his scent

Against her naked body

Hair tasselled

Dreaming of him

Taking control of her

Letting go

She drifts

Arching in exctasy

Gripping his shirt tighter

Screaming his name

Over and over

Gasping

Trying to regain control

She smells his scent again

The burning fire inside her doesn’t end

As the night has just begun

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio – All Rights Reserved

Beautiful Saturday Morning 💖 Reasons To Smile 🤗😉

IN my own place is so Tranquil 🤗 going to make some homemade meatballs in the crockpot let them simmer all day and make the place smell amazing 💖 going to enjoy my new place and let the sunshine through the windows and relax …light some candles and rock 🎸 out to a favorite of mine!! AMERICAN WOMAN by Lenny Kravitz

Enjoying a beautiful Saturday morning for the first time in a long time! SOMETIMES the little things in life make us smile most 😘❤ BW thank you for a beautiful conversation ❤

BABY I AM COMING HOME BY ARCHANGEL WHITE WOLF 🐺

To the one I love, Baby I am coming home! Nothing will ever keep us apart i love you with all my heart and soul dedicated to the one i call, Nichole, my wife to be. I love you, Baby ❤

I love you robbie this is the most beautiful thing I have ever read ❤ It has truly brought tears to my eyes, Come Home Wolf 🐺 where you belong! Marriage is a beautiful thing with the right one so bring the ring 💍 love you robbie ❤