SHE WILL NEVER BE…ME šŸ’‹ MERLOT KISSES AND PINK SATIN DREAMS šŸ’– WRITTEN BY NICHOLE SULPIZIO

The past i kiss goodbye while I spread my wings to fly to a beautiful future šŸ’™šŸ’œ

She will never have soft skin like me

Her lips will never taste of red wine

She will never possess the powers of my touch

Sensual women are always a must

Beautiful heart

And the words I speak

This she can never meet

The princess in her pink delight

Full of bubbles and dreams

Not misery and schemes

Pretty in bows and gloss

Your pride left you alone and lost

Ashamed

Stuck in despair

On your knees you pray she will one day compare

Sorry love it is safe to say

Not all women come this way

Dancing until the sun will rise

Glitter sparkling around my eyes

Stilettos and lace

Gentle

Pretty

Delicate face

Never can you replace

Me

The future bright as starlit night

Dancing on my hearts delight ā™„

The stallion rides in to show me love

Like heaven above

In all its glory

Merlot kisses and pink satin dreams

I still love these things

Thank you

I am so glad I left you!!!

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio ā€“ All Rights Reserved

The Puzzles Of Life By Nichole Sulpizio šŸ’–šŸ’‹

Life is like a puzzle

All the pieces are jagged

Some pieces fit

Others take time to find

Some pieces get lost in the shuffle

When the puzzles complete

The story is told

Until then it unfolds slowly

A mystery remains

Patience is of utmost importance

Whether ten pieces or a hundred

The puzzles is not complete until each piece is in its proper place

The ending beautiful šŸ’–

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio ā€“ All Rights Reserved

To The Monsters In My Past…Great Lessons Where Taught…Thank you! šŸ’–

It took many years to forgive the man who stalked me for 13 years via the computer and another whom claimed undying love but it was controlled and conditioned …tonight I say, I Forgive You! For you both have made me stronger then ever before..do me a favor look at yourself in the mirror at who you are and where you are …your life is empty..i am sorry..mine is full…full of love and love to give ā¤ i pray for the monsters …may God forgive them! FOR WE ALL GET JUDGED IN THE END!! You had a piece of heaven but your sins made you ugly and empty ..i only wish you forgiveness and happiness šŸ˜Š maybe someday you will look at your reflection in a different light when u find peace…pray!

For any liars and narcissists stay clear …i only allow light and light will guide me!! For the past has opened my eyes tonight….i thank God for those in my life that TRULY LOVE ME!! ā¤šŸ’–

This Is The Song That Set Me Free! šŸ™ The Words I Choose To Live By šŸ’–

This song was played over and over last year after a car accident I was in that changed my world… day after day pushing me to make changes! Life is short and My biggest fear was lying on my death bed and dying with regret! I have always been strong willed but sometimes we get blinded by love and we push our dreams aside for the sake of someone else. I was brainwashed to believe that life for me would never work and that my dreams and goals where not within reach because I had committed to another life. Although deep inside I knew I could be both i let someone dictate my reality UNTIL I decided to say ENOUGH!

I lost my friends!! I became reliant on someone else and let them control my life…i felt lost there was fear…until I faced the impossible and the fear… and went through the hell to be the person Inside I always was ….this song was played everyday and my will and my security in myself pushed me to the brink to leap and put my faith In GOD and in myself and NOW here I am!!

I have my own place again… i work not only for myself but also part-time elsewhere…i got to see a friend for drinks someone i love dearly whom I missed sooooo much…i have another friend also whom I love more then anything whom I am supposed to see soon and another who reached out today..i missed me and i am back and to my friends again i am so sorry!! I am back and I will never leave again! I love you Ray M , Rob M and Tara and another friend waiting for me to reach out, Hope! I love you guys! Thanks for still loving me!! ā¤

I am blogging and getting my poetry out there a dream I have always had…thank you to my blogger friends for your support and encouragement and love!! You also helped changed my world!! Love to all of you across the globe..thank you for loving me too!! And thank you to gray wolf šŸŗ hours upon hours of support and love everyday listening to the tears.. love u šŸŒŽ ā¤

Silence Written By Nichole Sulpizio šŸ’‹ Based on the past…reminders never cease šŸ’–šŸ’œ

Dismal day

Grey cloud cast

In the early morning light

She rises to the sadness of the past

Tears fill her eyes

As she secretly wishes

The brilliant sun would shine

Replacing the clouds in there opacity

Murky morning dew

Makes her face the pain

Deep within

Hidden

The shadows of there images

Haunting

Erasing the gentleness of those whom hold her heart

Reminders drifting as sheer

Swift thoughts

They whisper in her ear

Focusing on casting out all her fears

But she drowns in the silence of her mind

Voices fade

She can not escape

Her heart half full

Half empty

Broken šŸ’”

Silence šŸ¤«

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio ā€“ All Rights Reserved

MY LIFE DOES NOT DEFINE ME! I DEFINE MY LIFE!! šŸ’‹šŸ’–

I own the past and I own the present and I determine my future ā¤ no matter what is thrown my way…I GOT THIS!! I have fought many battles and overcome… the best is yet to happen!!

Much love to everyone across the world! Love who you are in this very moment let go of the past and be your best self! Your beautiful inside and out just the way God intended you to be!!

Have a blessed and beautiful day to all you beautiful bloggers out there šŸ˜˜ ā¤

Saturday Points Of View šŸ¤—šŸ’–šŸ’‹šŸ‘„ To My Past šŸ˜˜ Kiss My BLEEP šŸ™ˆšŸ™‰šŸ™Š of course in the sweetest way possible!!

Feeling great on this late Saturday morning šŸ’– even when things are not perfect life still seems sooooo much brighter! The future seems sooooo much brighter and you know what for the first time in a long time…I GOT THIS AND I LIKE IT!!!

Important šŸ’‹ This is purely based on the past not the present not the future!! Solely the life and years i left behind!! Whats that saying…KISS MY GRITS BABY šŸ™Š

1.) Do not tell me that I CAN’T do something because not only CAN I but I WILL! And I will Do it GOOD!!! You thought I couldn’t, well I AM..surprise surprise…great things come in small packages šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£

2.) If I fall I will get back up..I NEVER STAY DOWN..no matter what it takes or how many times I fail i WILL ALWAYS SUCCEED šŸ’Æ I am just built that way šŸ’Æ

3.) Life may be hard…BUT I AM HARDER! Pretty heart soft and mushy BUT ROCK HARD SOUL AND DETERMINED MIND!!

4.) Take me for granted take me for a fool,think I am weak..don’t let the door behind me hit you too hard šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£ OUCH

5.) I don’t care if I love you or if my heart breaks I DONT SETTLE AND I DONT TAKE SHIT!!

Today , I am smiling despite my past I have things to be happy for…ā¤šŸ’œ

I am grateful for my new place wow for the 1st time In years I get to decorate and buy and do whatever the hell I want…omg I DONT HAVE TO ASK PERMISSION

I still have my brand new jeep and guess what I pay for it i do what I want with it I ride it wherever I want and I put anything I want in it ….omg I left a coffee in it for more then 5 minutes …guess what IT IS OKAY TO BE HUMAN NOT A ROBOT…šŸ¤£šŸ¤£

I get to talk to whomever I want it ACTUALLY IS NOT A CRIME šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£ and when things go back to normal i can see people in my life i truly want to see…shout out to BW aka as white wolf coming soon šŸ’œā¤šŸ’‹šŸ’‹ I get to go to my friends bar and see some old friends well hopefully soon ā˜ŗ shout out to my long time friend since I was 16 Rob M šŸ˜Š we will never lose touch again a promise i intend to keep…its not a crime to be friends with the man i spent 20 years with hey Rick you can call and come by anytime šŸ˜Š and you do šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£

And i got a second job I even had a few job offers some in medical some in stores and it will fill the gap in between clients šŸ™ƒ oh yeah I got this baby!!! And I am going to get some cute tattoos on the upper thigh permission yea NOT!!!! šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£

Life may be hard i may have some bumps and covid is pissing me off because of flight restrictions…. and meeting friends here at home but it soon will go back to normal until then i work, talk, text and video those I adore ā¤ life has been patiently waiting for me i arrive and now life is covid restricted but that’s okay i waited this long whats a little longer….WHEN YOUR FREE AND YOU REMOVED THE CUFFS THAT BOUNDED YOU TO PAIN!

Hugs and kisses šŸ˜˜