Sometimes We Must Cut Our Losses Of The Heart ā¤ And Move on!

In relationships or friendships love and respect work both ways if the balance is uneven well obviously it won’t work!

Those who know me, know my life (like most of you!) Is a juggling act! Between work and being a single mom of teens and just trying to do everything is hard! I have been strong enough to face the tough road alone because I wouldn’t settle and I won’t settle now even if the road is long and hard!

Those who don’t understand my chaotic life don’t belong in it

Those who don’t understand my heart will never know what they are missing

Those who never look in my eyes will never see the pure soul I own

Those whom never touch the softness of my lips šŸ’‹ will never have a passionate kiss

Those whom will never hold my hand will understand my strength šŸ’Ŗ

Those who dismiss my words will never hear from me again

I think its time to say GOODBYE to some in my life who just don’t get it!

Love Hugs And Kisses

All I Can Say Is …FINALLY ā„ā˜ƒļø The Pink Christmas šŸŽ„ Tree I Always Dreamed Of!!!

Finally, things are what I always wanted pink bedrooms, pink Christmas tree, pink EVERYTHING šŸ’—

Finally my life is mine! I live the way I want no more asking or hoping I actually LIVE!!!

Since I was a little girl I always wanted a pink room and a pink Christmas tree it may have taken a long time but I finally have it!! Dreams come true no matter how small or trival if you believe!!

Sure I may have ran out of garland whoops šŸ˜¬ šŸ˜… but no worries it looks perfect to me!! Besides like I always say I don’t want perfection I WANT REAL!! And this tree is real and to me its beautiful šŸ˜ šŸ’•

Why Is Everything So Black Or White …someone please tell me šŸ’‹

Hasn’t happened in a long time I woke up very angry trying to understand why people are the way they are and why it is rare to find truth and vulnerability be beautiful and people be honest! What’s the facade? What am missing? Why over the past 13 or so years I have met and settled for all the wrong people in friendship and otherwise?

Things don’t have to be so hard if your honest with yourself and others …let go of proving yourself to have someone love you! Be you, be real and damn just live!!

I want to have fun and surround myself with honest people…I don’t want perfection, I don’t care about past mistakes, I don’t care if your not perfect …this goes for friends and future relationships ā¤

Just be you!

And say it like it is …no games I am done playing …I figured this if someone can’t be honest with me then I shut the door this time I won’t wait so long ..in the past I have let things go on for way too long I am done with that!

This italian princess is fiesty, honest, confident, loving and real! Take it or leave it!!

To all my bloggers out there some of you have been a total gift!

Rick and Ray and Rob and Hope and Tara…these people truly love me ā¤šŸ’–

Who Is He šŸ’‹

The smell of rain kissed leaves today

Left me nostalgic

Sweet smell of musk

Childhood memories

Inhaling deeply

My old home

The innocence of jumping in the leaves

Feeling free

Myself

Head spinning

Dizziness

From a memory I treasure

Gazing into the future

Dreaming

Of cottage houses

Wooden floors

Creaking

Upon a tiptoe

A sound so cherished

As the smell of pine wood

Burning fireplaces

Cracking

Embers float through the air

Soft wind blows

Through a tiny cracked window

Cool and crisp

Winters kiss

Approaching

Macintosh apples on the counter

In a array of red beauty

The faint hint of dust sweeping

Across the bookshelves

One of which holds my poems

In there rarity

Close to my heart they belong

Swiftly

Looking at him

Eyes stare back

With no face

WHO IS HE??

Who is he that I make love too

Under the smoke filled

Obscure

Light

Plaid quilted blanket

Seams just right

Flattering

Warm

Like his body weight upon me

In its heaviness

Passionate

Control

As I lose myself

In this moment

I gaze again

Into the unknown

Eyes looking back

Who are you?

Who is he?

That belongs with me???

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio ā€“ All Rights Reserved

Time To Let The Past Die šŸ’‹ And Live and Love And Play šŸ’‹šŸ˜‰

Tonight ready to be spoiled šŸ’‹ play šŸ’‹ let go and run with it!! Any takers šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£ No But..

Seriously, life is too short and it’s time to open my heart …time to dance in the city, stay out until dawn, hug, kiss and touch…feel the life that is burning inside me šŸ˜‰

The chains of the cuffs I felt imprisoned in a past I didn’t control ..I now control… chains broken haha by me šŸ˜€

Spoil me šŸ’–

Show me šŸ’–

I will not give up on love ā¤

Love is amazing

Bring it on ā¤

Say it loudly

Say it clear

My ears are open šŸ’‹šŸ˜˜

Sunny Saturday šŸ˜Ž Here In Jersey šŸ’‹

Starting my morning off with a gingerbread coffee and a bright sunny warm day! Happy day ā˜ŗ

Already doing errands been up since 6 am and will end my day with the last part of my tattoo being completed and making pizzas with my son šŸ’‹ also promised a friend will watch a movie he has been asking me to watch for almost a year šŸ˜† finally going to get to it tonight… see chuck i keep my promises ..šŸ˜Š its a shame chuck can’t watch it with me he lives very far away …chuck will let you know what I think…finally getting to it

Leave you with this:

Happiness starts inside ā˜ŗ

Live Love And Laugh šŸ’–

Kiss softly šŸ’‹

Hug tightly šŸ¤—

Work Hard šŸ˜œ

BUT

Play harder šŸ˜‰

Ti Amo bloggers šŸ˜˜

To Know Her šŸ’‹

To know her

Is to understand

Her life chaotic

Constant demands

But it is hers

Doing the best she can

With what this world has given her

So loved by many

Adored

She is ready to explore

All possibilities

Those whom know her

Know what she has been through

Those whom don’t

Haven’t a clue

To know her šŸ’‹

Black stiletto

Diamond nails

Gold glitter too

Ruby lips

Sparkling

Gentle kiss

High heel boots

Angels face

Garters and lace

Sexy tattoos

Properly placed

Just a taste of her

Smelling of the merlot she sips

At night

Bold and strong

Yet her innocence bruised

By the wicked

To know her is to know

All the constant blows

Fights

She faced all alone in the night

Arising from the darkness

Into the light

To live again

Hard times drifting afar

Standing tall

She will not fall

But will face the world and say

I am here

Let’s do this

To know her

Is to know her heart ā¤

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio ā€“ All Rights Reserved

Happy Saturday Bloggers! HAPPY HALLOWEEN šŸŽƒ

So looking out on this beautiful sunny day šŸ˜Ž staying positive as our governor announces a possible shut down of NJ again because of covid numbers on the rise…..damn NJ follow the rules I can not handle another shut down not personally or financially or mentally…we need this shit to end already! Thank you governor for keeping us safe and NJ do what the hell we need to do…please!!!!

I have places to go and people to see and damn finally divorced ….READY TO LIVE AGAIN ā¤šŸ’‹

This song is for my friend rick…yes …I am secretly a spy šŸ•µļøā€ā™‚ļø with Betty Davis eyes šŸ‘€ šŸ’‹šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£ starting my day with this one!! Turn it up …all you ghosts and goblins šŸ‘» Be Safe out there šŸ™

Trying To Shake Off The Last 13 Years Tonight …šŸ’‹

To know me is to know all I have faced for the last 13 years …and know I am learning to let go!

Despite all the fears and pain I have endured ….the love of those who know me will get me to the end!

Love and understanding come with forgiveness…as I forgive those whom have hurt me!

To be real is to be honest…even at your weakest moments…those whom love you will hold your hand!

Mistakes happen under tremendous stress…the mind and heart work against each other ….its up to you to see where that may lead!

Fight for what you want ….the reward is huge!

Don’t give up because your afraid…give in to it because if you don’t..the fear will destroy you!

You must scarfice to gain!

Get what you want …stop waiting…if you wait to long…it could fade!

Speak volumes…whispering is too quiet!

Try again…just saying…

One kiss can change everything!

Feel the passion and desire through your veins…now …take that breathtaking moment…

Believe it or not this was not pre written this came from my heart …to this page…good or bad…IT WAS HONEST!