Remembering ❤

2 years ago this beautiful and powerful song set me free!

I heard these words and a pain shot through my whole body and brought me to my knees in tears! I will never forget! What was worse is my family couldn’t take anymore and noone was holding back on telling me what they where witnessing and they wanted the real me back!

Its in fear that we find strength 💪 and it’s in pain we find courage!

I left a narcissistic relationship and in the midst of mind controlling tactics I never allowed him to control my own thoughts and desires and decisions like most do! God was in the driver seat and my heart too strong to ever wane from my own identity!

Today looking back I wish I wouldn’t have waited so long! I have my own business and it’s growing, my children are healthier and happier and free to live and speak and be teenagers and accepted as such in my new relationship! There is no crazy just tranquility! And I now remember what communication is after years of not being able to express and communicate as it was shunned! I am relearning trust and it is a beautiful thing! 😍

Wishing all my fellow bloggers and Healthy and Happy New Year ❤

Make everyday count I lost years that I will never regain, life is precious treat it as such! The rewards are endless not always easy, I won’t proclaim easy, however, I will proclaim Healthy, Happy and mostly NORMAL!

AMEN!

Author: glitzyritzymommy

Hi my name is nikki my nickname is sparkles. I am a glitzy fun loving mother of three wonderful children and a glammy mom-mom to three beautiful grandbabies. My life and heart are full! My daddy is still my world! My education is a certified medical assistant and i love the color pink my favorite holidays are Halloween, 4th of July, Christmas. I love God and life! These are the hardest years and the best years i just want to live life to the fullest! :)

29 thoughts on “Remembering ❤”

    1. Hey stranger 😀 Happy New Year 🎊 and thank you! I know you have semi witnessed the course of my life and where I was and to where I have came!
      Hope your staying safe in beautiful England! 😀💜

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    1. Hey Chuck, so much to catch up on things are hectic here
      But in the best chaotic way
      My daughter extended her stay
      It’s been the best chaos around
      We are celebrating new years together and my birthday now 🙂💜
      We are enjoying the holidays now too because loud and laughter and chaos welcomed 😄
      Life is normal again

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      1. Hi My Dear!
        Anxious to hear! Maybe you should journal some of it so as not to forget during the Wonderful Chaos!
        That is the best kind. Thrilled to hear that your daughter extended her stay – maybe you can talk her into making it permanent. How great is it to be able have everyone together celebrating New Year’s Eve and New Years day!
        So happy to hear that Life is normal and the chaos is wonderful!! Happy they will all be there for your birthday too! Yeah!
        😊💕💕🌹

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      2. Chuck sooo much to fill you in on don’t know where to start but my accounts are building 💜 success is mine for the taken along with hard work! Love it all! The chaos was beautiful
        My kids now feel the normalcy of what a holiday and house should feel like and it was amazing!
        Will send a shout to you soon
        Hope all is well with you and thank you for the bday wish!!! 🎂 xo

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    1. If you go to the my actual site you will be able to retrieve if not it’s called, Paralyzed by NF look on you tube lol 😆
      Thank you friend for the acknowledgment it’s in honesty we.find solitude 💜
      I am proud of all I am accomplishing, as I was denied and my will and my being is too strong to be controlled! I am not of weak mind! I thank God for that! Well wishes to you beautiful poet!!

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      2. Thanks poet 🙏
        It’s amazing to feel accomplished
        My biggest fear was regret
        And now I feel there will be none
        It’s not the amount of success it’s the success in my children living a normal healthy life again and watching there mom work hard and reach for the stars 🌟
        I thought my degree in medical was my success nah owning my business is by far the most…💜🙂

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