This song was played over and over last year after a car accident I was in that changed my world… day after day pushing me to make changes! Life is short and My biggest fear was lying on my death bed and dying with regret! I have always been strong willed but sometimes we get blinded by love and we push our dreams aside for the sake of someone else. I was brainwashed to believe that life for me would never work and that my dreams and goals where not within reach because I had committed to another life. Although deep inside I knew I could be both i let someone dictate my reality UNTIL I decided to say ENOUGH!
I lost my friends!! I became reliant on someone else and let them control my life…i felt lost there was fear…until I faced the impossible and the fear… and went through the hell to be the person Inside I always was ….this song was played everyday and my will and my security in myself pushed me to the brink to leap and put my faith In GOD and in myself and NOW here I am!!
I have my own place again… i work not only for myself but also part-time elsewhere…i got to see a friend for drinks someone i love dearly whom I missed sooooo much…i have another friend also whom I love more then anything whom I am supposed to see soon and another who reached out today..i missed me and i am back and to my friends again i am so sorry!! I am back and I will never leave again! I love you Ray M , Rob M and Tara and another friend waiting for me to reach out, Hope! I love you guys! Thanks for still loving me!! ❤
I am blogging and getting my poetry out there a dream I have always had…thank you to my blogger friends for your support and encouragement and love!! You also helped changed my world!! Love to all of you across the globe..thank you for loving me too!! And thank you to gray wolf 🐺 hours upon hours of support and love everyday listening to the tears.. love u 🌎 ❤