This Is The Song That Set Me Free! šŸ™ The Words I Choose To Live By šŸ’–

This song was played over and over last year after a car accident I was in that changed my world… day after day pushing me to make changes! Life is short and My biggest fear was lying on my death bed and dying with regret! I have always been strong willed but sometimes we get blinded by love and we push our dreams aside for the sake of someone else. I was brainwashed to believe that life for me would never work and that my dreams and goals where not within reach because I had committed to another life. Although deep inside I knew I could be both i let someone dictate my reality UNTIL I decided to say ENOUGH!

I lost my friends!! I became reliant on someone else and let them control my life…i felt lost there was fear…until I faced the impossible and the fear… and went through the hell to be the person Inside I always was ….this song was played everyday and my will and my security in myself pushed me to the brink to leap and put my faith In GOD and in myself and NOW here I am!!

I have my own place again… i work not only for myself but also part-time elsewhere…i got to see a friend for drinks someone i love dearly whom I missed sooooo much…i have another friend also whom I love more then anything whom I am supposed to see soon and another who reached out today..i missed me and i am back and to my friends again i am so sorry!! I am back and I will never leave again! I love you Ray M , Rob M and Tara and another friend waiting for me to reach out, Hope! I love you guys! Thanks for still loving me!! ā¤

I am blogging and getting my poetry out there a dream I have always had…thank you to my blogger friends for your support and encouragement and love!! You also helped changed my world!! Love to all of you across the globe..thank you for loving me too!! And thank you to gray wolf šŸŗ hours upon hours of support and love everyday listening to the tears.. love u šŸŒŽ ā¤

Author: glitzyritzymommy

Hi my name is nikki my nickname is sparkles. I am a glitzy fun loving mother of three wonderful children and a glammy mom-mom to three beautiful grandbabies. My life and heart are full! My daddy is still my world! My education is a certified medical assistant and i love the color pink my favorite holidays are Halloween, 4th of July, Christmas. I love God and life! These are the hardest years and the best years i just want to live life to the fullest! :)

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      2. Haha šŸ˜„šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£ where am I flying to sweetheart….ā¤ hmmmmmm….where did it land and oh if I am flying it will be more then 7 minutes in heaven for that long of a trip šŸ¤£šŸ¤£šŸ¤£

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  3. Really a wonderfully heartfelt and honest post, My Dear!! Everyone who knows and loves you are with you and will be. Those who have been waiting for your return are overjoyed to have you back!! You and them are thrilled at a new chance to bond and be together again!!! You are blessed and a blessing, Dear Nikki!!
    xoxo
    šŸ˜šŸ’–šŸ’•šŸŒ¹šŸŒ¹

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  4. Well done Nikki, nothing like some great music to help us through our difficult times…. I remember playing Leonard Cohen’s during my times of recovery…..šŸ’™šŸ’“šŸŒ

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    1. Thanks beautiful ā¤ that means everything ā¤ sometimes something inside you pushes you to take chances even when you feel lost…i believe God helped give me the strength to say I am strong i got this and will fight for me again!! I also did not want my children to see there mother succumb to someone’s else will I wanted to show them I am me and noone will dictate my life for me!! I was tired of walking on egg shells for love I was tired of being afraid to fail because I was told I would .. well here I am!! I got this šŸ‘ šŸ¤—šŸ’–šŸ˜˜

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      1. You’re so very welcome! šŸ’• I know what you mean; sometimes, we find it in ourselves to do what we must to better our lives and work towards our own futures. I think we can get to a point where we realize something has to change. āœØ And I really admire that. It’s not easy to make such big such life changes. It takes a lot of strength, determination, and courage. But, you’re making those changes for both your kids and yourself. I think that’s absolutely amazing!! You’re right. You are strong, talented, beautiful, and just amazing!! You’ve so got this!! You go!! šŸ˜ŠšŸŒŸšŸ’–

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    1. Thanks love!! That means a lot!! Sometimes we need a wake up call to be pushed to make choices and while the car accident left no visible scars on the outside…amen šŸ™ it left them inside making me make choices of whether I let someone else live my life or if I live my life…and i chose me!! ā¤šŸ’–

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      2. I have been on my own for almost two months now ….i was on my own before years ago but I got trapped in a fantasy and I let go of everything I was because of love …funny thing that wasn’t love because love does not dictate it pushes you to be your best self …love shouldn’t hurt ā¤

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      6. Thanks lovely…i am very strong willed self sufficient loving loyal honest and yes I was afraid but money and power mean crap to me…i love my friends i love writing and I love life šŸ’•

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