Feeling great on this late Saturday morning ๐ even when things are not perfect life still seems sooooo much brighter! The future seems sooooo much brighter and you know what for the first time in a long time…I GOT THIS AND I LIKE IT!!!
Important ๐ This is purely based on the past not the present not the future!! Solely the life and years i left behind!! Whats that saying…KISS MY GRITS BABY ๐
1.) Do not tell me that I CAN’T do something because not only CAN I but I WILL! And I will Do it GOOD!!! You thought I couldn’t, well I AM..surprise surprise…great things come in small packages ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ
2.) If I fall I will get back up..I NEVER STAY DOWN..no matter what it takes or how many times I fail i WILL ALWAYS SUCCEED ๐ฏ I am just built that way ๐ฏ
3.) Life may be hard…BUT I AM HARDER! Pretty heart soft and mushy BUT ROCK HARD SOUL AND DETERMINED MIND!!
4.) Take me for granted take me for a fool,think I am weak..don’t let the door behind me hit you too hard ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ OUCH
5.) I don’t care if I love you or if my heart breaks I DONT SETTLE AND I DONT TAKE SHIT!!
Today , I am smiling despite my past I have things to be happy for…โค๐
I am grateful for my new place wow for the 1st time In years I get to decorate and buy and do whatever the hell I want…omg I DONT HAVE TO ASK PERMISSION
I still have my brand new jeep and guess what I pay for it i do what I want with it I ride it wherever I want and I put anything I want in it ….omg I left a coffee in it for more then 5 minutes …guess what IT IS OKAY TO BE HUMAN NOT A ROBOT…๐คฃ๐คฃ
I get to talk to whomever I want it ACTUALLY IS NOT A CRIME ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ and when things go back to normal i can see people in my life i truly want to see…shout out to BW aka as white wolf coming soon ๐โค๐๐ I get to go to my friends bar and see some old friends well hopefully soon โบ shout out to my long time friend since I was 16 Rob M ๐ we will never lose touch again a promise i intend to keep…its not a crime to be friends with the man i spent 20 years with hey Rick you can call and come by anytime ๐ and you do ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ
And i got a second job I even had a few job offers some in medical some in stores and it will fill the gap in between clients ๐ oh yeah I got this baby!!! And I am going to get some cute tattoos on the upper thigh permission yea NOT!!!! ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐คฃ
Life may be hard i may have some bumps and covid is pissing me off because of flight restrictions…. and meeting friends here at home but it soon will go back to normal until then i work, talk, text and video those I adore โค life has been patiently waiting for me i arrive and now life is covid restricted but that’s okay i waited this long whats a little longer….WHEN YOUR FREE AND YOU REMOVED THE CUFFS THAT BOUNDED YOU TO PAIN!
Hugs and kisses ๐
Our own experiences often become the motivation and inspiration for others. Thank you for sharing yours, so others can find the courage and strengths to overcome as well. Hugs
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This means so much to me โค thats why I enjoy your blog as well its encouraging and truth as well as inspiring and motivating…your beautiful rhapsodyBoheme โค
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Beyond words and your words touch my heart. A mere thank you simply doesnโt feel enough. ๐๐ผโค๏ธ
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I speak honestly you deserve it! Stay beautiful you โค you shine โจ ๐ ๐
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And right back to you. Honored and humbled. ๐๐ผ
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Hugs and kisses ๐
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Thank you love โค๏ธ
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I didnโt get this until now ๐คฆโโ๏ธ
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You canโt ๐
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Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet.
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Thanks chuck ๐๐
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OMG Nikki!!! This is so great!! It is so wonderful to see/hear/read that you are so happy and thrilled with life!! A joy to my eyes!!! This would have really been great as an audio/video??? Hmmm? You can always add it as an update??
LOL!! Glad you are having so much fun!! Be careful, My Dear!!
xoxo
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Thanks chuck audio In the future…promise ๐๐
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We will all be waiting with bated breath, My Dear!! Happy to see you are promising!! Now it’s not if, but when? LOL!! Hope you are having a happy day!!
xoxo
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You and me both baby! Free to soar and be the women that we have always known that we can be. ๐
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Cheers to that beautiful โค๐ i plan to soar high take my hand lets give this life the hell it has given us ๐คฃ๐คฃ๐
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Right with you! Always wanted to fly. ๐๐
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Me too!! And now I have some wings ๐ let’s blow this crap and soar …let go of all the negativity pain dishonesty and regrets …..๐โค
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Love this honey โค๏ธ๐๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐ
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Thanks beautiful ๐ ๐ how are you today โบ
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Itโs hot today ๐
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Same here lovely! I am working today? You? ๐ค๐๐
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No free but tomorrow working day โค๏ธ๐
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Me too lovely start my 2 nd job tomorrow ๐๐๐
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I do you have 2 jobs now lovely โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธโค๏ธ
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Yes darling because of covid 19 I had to supplement my income ๐๐๐คโค
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I understand you completely โค๏ธ๐โค๏ธ๐sweetie Iโm going to sleep see you tomorrow
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Sweet dreams love ๐
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Love you โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ๐๐
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Love you too sweetheart ๐ โค๐คโค
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Love u too ๐๐โค๐
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GOOD FOR YOU. ๐
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Thanks Jonathan ๐ โค it felt good to speak loudly without speaking at all..
Sometimes writing as we know is more expressive then the actual words spoken from our lips ๐ ๐ hugs ๐ค
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“SHOUT TO THE LORD….” ๐
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Amen!!!! ๐๐๐
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I love the raw straight no chaser vibe and groove of you,one thing about you,it wouldn’t take Scooby Doo a half hour to figure out your feelings and no mystery machine needed,you are the truth,cold as ice bout it bout it ๐ฏ
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Thanks sweetie ๐ yes I am honest and truthful only way to be…my heart warm and full of sugar ๐ but truth is important to me! I always say I’d rather be hurt by truth then mislead in a lie…therfore what i wish for i grant ๐ค
Lessons I have learned along the way is people lie and put on a fake front to capture you then once they reveal themselves your entangled in a web of falseness then your heart is engaged and you must break your own heart untangle your self and break free…its not easy some never escape me i am a stubborn little Italian girl ๐คฃ๐๐๐โค
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You said entangled, before will Smith,Jada pinkett Smith and August Alsina I never hardly ever heard entangled,I dig how you put it though, lessons and life learned
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Thanks love ๐ I was entangled tightly until one day I broke the chains that bound me …lessons and life learned yes…can really shed light on gaslighting and narcissism too…save it for a rainy day ๐คฃ๐ค๐
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So fabulous ๐
Angel, you are in a good place now.
A really hot woman, living a really great life. ๐น๐น๐น
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Aww….jack your a sweetheart ๐โค thank you ๐ โค and you know I am always here to talk…i know you know where I was and how I got here and the back story thanks for always caring about me โค it has been likewise but you know that…angel ๐
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Great message Nikki! Love it! Wishing you a great weekend! Baci! ๐
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Grazie ๐ same to you ๐ ti adore โค hugs Spain
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Piacere bella donna, baci per te dalla Spagna ๐ช๐ธ๐น๐ท๐๐บ๐ฅฐ
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Sei fantastico ๐ salute Bella Spain ๐ช๐ธ baci baci ๐
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Anche tu sei una maraviglia cara bella. Tanti baci per te I viva lโUSA! ๐บ๐ธ
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Grazie bell’uomo….Francisco when you where a US solider where did you reside? As I saulte you with honor and gratitude the way I do any solider I was curious of what state was blessed with honor to have you ๐ค๐
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Grazie mille, cara amica Nikki! I lived in Miami and then trained in Ft. Jackson and did my special training in Ft. Gordon, GA. Thank you so much! Tanti baci per te! ๐
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Wow so impressive! Your a hero!! Thank you for all you did for the USA โค I lived in Florida for 7 years fort Myers it was beautiful but too hot for me! I was born and raised in South Jersey and I am back living there again..ti adoro ๐ค tanti baci ๐ as well as much respect and gratitude โค
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I did what I thought was the right thing. I came to the US and I admire freedom and all that the US does for the world so I fought for the US. Grazie tantissimo per les tua bellissime parole! Sei certamente un tesoro vivo! Baci mille per te Nikki! ๐ท๐น๐บ๐ธ๐บ๐๐ฅฐ
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What a beautiful person you are! I admire you and have such high regard and respect!! Thank you for the kind words your generosity and thank you for your service! Your a diamond! ๐บ๐ธ ๐ช๐ธ โค๐๐ where you born in Spain? Baci baci bell’uomo โค๐ค
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Thank you Nikki. I admire you and recognise your heart which you put into your lovely and powerful poetry. For people like you, in the US I served and I am glad of that. Take good care and continue your positive thoughts and actions always. Yes I was born in Spain and I have returned home, with wonderful memories. I will always be proud of having been in the greatest country. God bless.
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From the USA ๐บ๐ธ to Spain ๐ช๐ธ we love you!! You are a beautiful person and highly respected its an honor to know you! Again thank you โค spain is a beautiful country and I would love to visit someday…i have a few favorites i would love to see ๐ฆ๐บ ๐ช๐ธ ๐ช๐บ ๐ฎ๐น ๐จ๐ญ Neverlands and the list goes on and on been to beautiful Niagara…
Anyway I appreciate your comment and am honored and humbled…
Much love and respect and gratitude ๐ ๐โค
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Thank you Nikki. I know you would love Spain. Lots of love and peace to you from Spain. ๐๐๐ท๐บ๐น๐
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I sure would!! Lots of love to you too!! โค๐๐ค God bless
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I love this! What a positive message about overcoming your past and not letting it hold you back. This is incredibly inspiring. And you’re right. You’ve absolutely got this! ๐ Wishing you the best; that’s what you deserve!! ๐๐
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Thank you Haley ๐ ๐ I made hard decisions along the way and went through the tough choices I had to make to make it here and start over…while not easy I choose to listen to my head over my heart…i lost myself along the way and finally got the courage to stand up be strong and move on…the heart breaks but mends and life waited patiently for me i am just glad I got the chance to be ME AGAIN before it was too late!! Much love and respect to you BE SAFE OUT THERE โค๐๐
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You’re very welcome!! ๐ It can’t have been easy, but I’m so proud and happy for you making it here and being able to be yourself again. That takes so much courage and strength. Thank you very much!! That’s really sweet of you! ๐๐ Take care and stay safe!! Sending hugs and love!!! โจ๐
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Thank you !!!๐ โค your a beautiful person inside and out โค far from easy but made me who I am!! We all have trials in life we all have pain…but surviving them makes us strong and proud and for us writers it makes our stories real touching and heartfelt ๐ love to you โค hugs ๐ค
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Aww, you’re so welcome!!! ๐๐ And thank you for the incredibly kind words!! That’s very sweet. ๐ You’re absolutely right. They can be painful and draining, but those trials also shape us into the beautiful people we are and make us even stronger. Sending even more love and hugs!! ๐โจ
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Haley I speak truth your amazing โค๐ thank you for the beautiful comments โค ๐
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You’re very welcome! And thank you so much!! It truly means a lot to me. โจ๐๐
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