A Final Letter Goodbye To My Old Life And The Old Me πŸ’–πŸ‘‹

As I Write this letter It reminds me of what brought me to this place and time. Even with regret and painful memories of the past I close a chapter and hope to never write this storyline again! Hoping to open new doors to better possibilities and dreams. To renew and rekindle old friendships that have taken a back seat to a life i lost control of. To find myself in its entirety again. Slowly but surely I break of my cocoon and blossom into a beautiful πŸ¦‹…it is up to me spread my wings and fly!! Not as easy as it sounds but willing to fall as many times as it takes to succeed πŸ˜ŠπŸ’œ only this time I sit in the drivers seat and although a gentle soul who cares deeply for others I know longer will settle for paying the price of allowing others to use my kindness as a way to manipulate things to there advantage! So here it goes…

Goodbye to the one whom stalked me for 13 years! You didn’t win and there are still are consequences to be had…never believe silence is a good thing…as you live out the rest of your life you will always live with agony the same agony you bestowed on others. When you face judgment someday in the eyes of our maker Your retribution will start even more so then what this world will do to you! If I had a evil soul I’d rejoice in the punishment to be had however loving in nature as I am I only smile because you lost and you always will!! Right will always win! I feel sorry for!!

To those (there are two) that I did outside work for as a sole proprietor in the spring. Disregarding the hard work I did and not upholding any form of communication to settle up on a job that I worked so hard for is outlandish and you should be ashamed. For those on my blog as a sole proprietor I did a job with my son and spent 2 days in conditions of freezing temperatures and filth and was told multiple times i would be compensated for my time and hard work. I take much pride in my name and job and this job was back in March I have not heard back after countless attempts to collect on the work completed. Negotiations would have surficed but i was completely cut off! In fact i lost money as i had to pay my son so not only did I do a job in unpleasant conditions I also lost money!! Therefore shame on you and there is the BBB and small claims and you can’t get away with not paying people whom do a service..

And for those whom love control! How does control work for you now? Did you think i would continue to sacrifice my inner peace and sanity for the sake of a life you believed was full of riches. If that is what rich means keep me poor and grounded as I see life through a different lense. No longer clouded in judgment I may not sit in a certain releam or dwelling however I sit peacefully and no longer feel threatened by idle threats of my interquirty and the noises of fear…the heart breaks the heart mends and falls again..you had it all and control was more important may you and your control rest peacefully..

As i finalize my letter I will no longer allow these type of people in my life again…no longer will I be a victim..in friendships and relationships and in business I know longer will subject myself to lies and manipulations and control freaks…if you look my way and you have any of the above keep on moving be for warned..it will be goodbye instantly!!

GOODBYE TO THE OLD ME 😘

Author: glitzyritzymommy

Hi my name is nikki my nickname is sparkles. I am a glitzy fun loving mother of three wonderful children and a glammy mom-mom to two beautiful grandbabies. My life and heart are full! My daddy is still my world! My education is a certified medical assistant and i love the color pink my favorite holidays are halloween, 4th of july, christmas. I love God and life! These are the hardest years and the best years i just want to live life to the fullest! :)

26 thoughts on “A Final Letter Goodbye To My Old Life And The Old Me πŸ’–πŸ‘‹”

  1. God Nikki!!! I love seeing you up on a Soapbox and letting it Rip!!! Mmm, mmm! So very happy for you being able to get all of this behind you and letting go! You will be so much happier now, not having to think or deal with any of this!
    Can’t believe your job stiffed you?? You should get this off your plate too and just go ahead and take them to small claims court and get it over Watch that like a hawk!!
    Still in my thoughts and prayers, My Dear!
    Chuck
    xoxo
    πŸ˜˜πŸ’•πŸŒΉ

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    1. I am honored by this beautiful comment ❀ in life as hard as it is I pride myself on honestly and love and moral values I never understood dishonesty hate vengeance or greed I wish everyone would just be honest and truth and uphold dignity. I would always rather face and live in truth then in a lie no matter how painful I also wish everyone would just be real…mistermaxx what is so hard about being honest and real? πŸ’œβ€πŸ€—

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      1. This country has a Donald Trump and his mind set, America always been about getting over and greed and never sharing,you see how this virus and the racial reality got folks divided,it’s real always been,I dig you and your soul big time

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      2. Thanks you πŸ’œ my heart doesn’t lie and my soul speaks truth ❀ and I believe that if I am that way no matter what I can find inner peace…even in pain I have peace

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  2. Well said LW❀️ and just know that old life is gone and now you have something beautiful and bright to look forward too love you LW ❀️ And you know something this is going to be my final ever comment I’m glad it was you makes me very happy.❀️🐺

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    1. Robbie being your final comment makes me very sad πŸ˜₯ thank you for all the time spent getting me through some very tough times your gentleness got me through times I couldn’t do it anymore for this I will always be grateful ❀ i REALLY love you BW ❀ it was one hell of a ride!! You got my ❀

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      1. LW it’s been my absolute pleasure to walk this road with you and seeing you through the tough times and I’m so happy you have so many beautiful days ahead and you’re right about the ride rough as heck but got there in the end I really love you too LW ❀️ as you have my ❀️

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