As I Write this letter It reminds me of what brought me to this place and time. Even with regret and painful memories of the past I close a chapter and hope to never write this storyline again! Hoping to open new doors to better possibilities and dreams. To renew and rekindle old friendships that have taken a back seat to a life i lost control of. To find myself in its entirety again. Slowly but surely I break of my cocoon and blossom into a beautiful 🦋…it is up to me spread my wings and fly!! Not as easy as it sounds but willing to fall as many times as it takes to succeed 😊💜 only this time I sit in the drivers seat and although a gentle soul who cares deeply for others I know longer will settle for paying the price of allowing others to use my kindness as a way to manipulate things to there advantage! So here it goes…
Goodbye to the one whom stalked me for 13 years! You didn’t win and there are still are consequences to be had…never believe silence is a good thing…as you live out the rest of your life you will always live with agony the same agony you bestowed on others. When you face judgment someday in the eyes of our maker Your retribution will start even more so then what this world will do to you! If I had a evil soul I’d rejoice in the punishment to be had however loving in nature as I am I only smile because you lost and you always will!! Right will always win! I feel sorry for!!
To those (there are two) that I did outside work for as a sole proprietor in the spring. Disregarding the hard work I did and not upholding any form of communication to settle up on a job that I worked so hard for is outlandish and you should be ashamed. For those on my blog as a sole proprietor I did a job with my son and spent 2 days in conditions of freezing temperatures and filth and was told multiple times i would be compensated for my time and hard work. I take much pride in my name and job and this job was back in March I have not heard back after countless attempts to collect on the work completed. Negotiations would have surficed but i was completely cut off! In fact i lost money as i had to pay my son so not only did I do a job in unpleasant conditions I also lost money!! Therefore shame on you and there is the BBB and small claims and you can’t get away with not paying people whom do a service..
And for those whom love control! How does control work for you now? Did you think i would continue to sacrifice my inner peace and sanity for the sake of a life you believed was full of riches. If that is what rich means keep me poor and grounded as I see life through a different lense. No longer clouded in judgment I may not sit in a certain releam or dwelling however I sit peacefully and no longer feel threatened by idle threats of my interquirty and the noises of fear…the heart breaks the heart mends and falls again..you had it all and control was more important may you and your control rest peacefully..
As i finalize my letter I will no longer allow these type of people in my life again…no longer will I be a victim..in friendships and relationships and in business I know longer will subject myself to lies and manipulations and control freaks…if you look my way and you have any of the above keep on moving be for warned..it will be goodbye instantly!!
GOODBYE TO THE OLD ME 😘