Held Hostage Written By Nichole Sulpizio

Lit candles
Sipping wine
Reflecting
On what brought me
To this ugly place and time
Mistakes of lust
Sins of the flesh
Misguided trust
Corruption
Villians i let in
Robbed of my innocence
Beliefs lost
Vowing to never be here again
Friends by my side
There arms opened wide
Wiping countless tears
Gulping bottles of red wine
Intense gaze
At the flickering wick
Confusion
Mouse caught in a maze
Losing grip
Fingers slip
Past ghosts
That haunt me
Watching them burn
In the flames of hell
Burning souls
For what they have done
Smoked obscured tears
Hitting the floor
Banging as hard as i can
Bruised knees
Knuckles bleed
Watching the blood slowly drip
From my fingertips
Painful intensities
Of evil i allowed
To cross my path
Cursing there names
They will never win
Held hostage now
Suffocation
Gasping
Sun setting
Fist clenched
This fight i will win
This fight is my life
You can not keep me
Hostage
Forever!

Copyright (c) 2020 Nichole Sulpizio – All Rights Reserved

Author: glitzyritzymommy

Hi my name is nikki my nickname is sparkles. I am a glitzy fun loving mother of three wonderful children and a glammy mom-mom to two beautiful grandbabies. My life and heart are full! My daddy is still my world! My education is a certified medical assistant and i love the color pink my favorite holidays are halloween, 4th of july, christmas. I love God and life! These are the hardest years and the best years i just want to live life to the fullest! :)

66 thoughts on “Held Hostage Written By Nichole Sulpizio”

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  2. Amazingly powerful and raw, Nikki!! I so wish you did not have to go through this experience and have to carry the scars from the demons!! In time they will be beautiful scars, badges of honor, that tell the tale of a strong and determined Woman Warrior who would not be held hostage, a woman who rose up and released herself from the chains and cage that held her back from the life and woman she wanted to be!! Proud, of You, Damn Proud!! Inspirational words to those still in chains!!! Bellissimo, Tesoro!!
    Loved your ending lines so much – “Fist clenched
    This fight i will win
    This fight is my life
    You can not keep me
    Hostage
    Forever!
    In the Darkness, I will be sitting beside you until the light shines, holding your hand!!!
    Ti Amo occhi d’angelo πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜˜πŸŒΉ
    baci baci πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸŒΉ

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    1. Thank you chuck that means the world to me! I adore you and the friendship we have! A friendship that will last forever and ever ❀ this as you know came from deep within and I love when you say damn proud!! That means soooooo much…Ti Amo πŸ˜˜πŸ’œ

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      1. I’m so happy the Truth makes you happy!! It was the truth! I am Damn Proud of you, I know what’s what and how could I be anything but??? Yes, forever friends/Kindred Spirits and I adore you too. Will always be sitting in the Darkness with you and holding your hand until the light and rainbow appears!!
        baci baci Tesoro πŸ’‹πŸ’–πŸ˜˜
        Ti Amo

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      2. I forsee at the end of the rainbow those whom love me and friends i have made waiting for me at the pot of gold!! Pink rainbows of course πŸ˜‰ thank you for holding my hand as I grip tightly love β€πŸ’œ

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      3. Pink Rainbows of course! When the light comes and the Rainbow appears I will be honored to have held Your hand tightly and to have been through the experience with You, just as I promised! πŸ˜˜πŸ’– And my heart will be very happy for having shared that with you and for Your new and happy life that awaits You!!!
        Ti Amo Mon Tresor πŸ’–πŸ’–πŸ˜˜πŸ’‹πŸŒΉ

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      4. Yes, some friends are worth everything – precious beyond belief and You are to me! There is no such thing as too much when you love someone. Friends forever and always – Promise, I will be there! πŸ˜ŠπŸ’–πŸ’‹πŸŒΉ
        amici e spiriti affini sempre e per sempre – Nikki
        baci baci πŸ’‹πŸ’‹πŸ’–

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      5. I am so thankful for you chuck and robbie couldn’t even fathom a day without you both ❀… friends I will never forget all whom have heard me cry listened and supported me like you both with friendships I hold so close to my heart..I also want to thank for the same reasons mentioned above a big thank you to Michael K and Jack and Simon and my friend rob whom has been a friend forever since I was kid and my new friend Michael R and my ex husband rick whom has been my rock sometimes at the hardest times
        I love each and everyone of you thank you for loving me!! β€πŸ’œ

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      6. Chuck will definitely take a look! Love to shop! That’s right up my alley β€πŸ’œ oh in one of my comments to you I said my ex husband is a rock to me I meant my first husband I spent 20 years with…just fyi lol β€πŸ’œ

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      7. Sorry, it’s just my legal training and being aware of the tiny details! But it was funny too. Don’t worry you will soon have two. I am very happy to have read what you wrote in light of some of the “issues” in the recent past. I think someone you loved and who loved you shouldn’t destroy everything everything you once had just because you came to a parting of your ways!! Love never dies. It stays in the small part of your heart, under lock and key, where you keep “used to be” memories!! I am very happy to know he watches out for you too, Tesoro!!
        LTWY
        Mi stringerai sempre il cuore – Nikki
        baci baci πŸ’‹πŸ’–πŸŒΉπŸ˜˜

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      8. Yes rick and I have known each other since he was 20 and I was 18 he knows everything about me and even though we divorced he never stopped loving me nor I him ….its actually a rare thing but we have maintained a strong friendship and it will never die..I also have a friend whom was a boyfriend in high school same thing knows me and the love never changes some people are just meant to be in our lives and my new friends well I have met some real angels…and yes I love them too!! ❀😘

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      9. So sorry about that, Love – Playing with Fire by Jennifer Nettles – used to be with Sugarland. Also, Unlove You is another great song my her!!! Be safe out there!!
        Ti Amo Princess
        baci baci πŸ’‹πŸ˜˜πŸ’–

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    1. Intense for me robbie! Probably one of the more intense poems I have written! May shock my readers. Thank you! It comes from deep within emotions let out of present circumstances! I know it won’t… never again will I be at the mercy of anyone πŸ’œβ€

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      1. Shock can sometimes be a good thing to bring attention to someone’s cry for help and I’m proud of you Nikki and your bravery to step forward and say no more to being held captive bless your beautiful heart Nikki and God watches over you and will answer your prayers there’s higher powers at work here β€οΈπŸ’œ

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      2. Awww…thanks robbie!! If you heard my words with intensity then you felt the intensity inside me! Yes God is working his magic and prayers when believed do come true!! I see the changes already πŸ’œβ€

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      3. Nikki I’m so proud of you and the steps you’ve taken you deserve every bit of happiness that comes your way better days ahead and your prayers I know we’re heard I’m a believer too and God heard and he answered bless your kind heart Nikki β€οΈπŸ’œβœοΈ

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      4. Thanks robbie! In life no matter how hard or how many hurdles right in the end always wins! Its evil that will feel the wrath πŸ’œβ€ and even if it doesnt happen in this lifetime facing God is the ultimate sentence for evil

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