Feeling so overwhelmed today, Everything is just ALL wrong! Trying to stay focused and positive, but, i can not seem to find the energy! Like other REAL parents, working parents, we try so hard to keep up with everything that we neglect taking time for ourselves when that is just the remedy we need. I need to make changes and i am working in that direction because staying the same is keeping things stagnant and i am not a stagnant type of woman. I like passionate, happy, people and things, and dislike people who always frown, or are just plain boring, and lifeless! I like others have a lot on my plate with two teens, a ex husband who does not help, leaving me to do it all, a ton of appointments, as well as clients, and a marriage that is in serious trouble. Sometimes, i feel like i am spinning, and my life is out of my control! So i go from caffeine to wine, when i think i just need hugs and smiles!
I truly have not had a deep, affectionate hug in awhile and did not realize how much i miss them! I do, however, have many appointments for my car accident and i have one office that everyone in there just makes me smile! They are so cheerful and happy and i wish i could have been there today because a big cheerful smile would have done my heart good!! So for now i will settle for caffeine and wine, BUT, i am looking forward to a big smile, and maybe at some point a big hug!! xoxo